#loyality

The war lasted for approximately 2 human years before Odin managed to fully invade Fjall and occupy it. During the attack on your capital city, Mâneby, and your castle your mother had fallen into the hands of the warriors and impaled by a spear. You saw it happen, you were running away from the Warriors but your mother only stood there, in shock and fear like a deer in headlights. You couldn't see her face, but you could imagine her fearful face. It pained you deeply, even though your mother was often a little narcisstic she still loved you deeply.

You were soon forced to go through a hidden door, leading to an dark hallway. You wanted to stay but your father wouldn't let you. He tried to fight and you could see him getting beaten by Odin and his two sons. The door was quickly shut and two guards were bringing you out of the city.

While stopping for the night you had found a nice place by the river. The moon was shining almost perfectly to reflect off the water and you could only smile a litte. The echoes of children and women screaming was going through your head, when you looked to the direction of Mâneby you could see lots of smoke and even flames flickering. You felt so guilty.

If only I tried to convince my father more to make a peace treaty..

Tears were rolling down your face, you started to cry. You felt so hopeless, you were in pain, suffering and griefing. If only you'd cry silently because the search troop, that Odin sent out, had finally found you. You didn't even try to resist. No, you were barely able to keep yourself from staying awake. You had been crying so much your eyes were dry, you had a headache and your body was trying to rest.

On that day, midgard was flooding, and the waves and rain of sorrow had taken almost 15000 deaths all over europe. The Humans could hear your wailing in the wind,.. the cold and heavy wind.

When they brought you to Asgard you were imprisoned. In one of those classy and all known glass cells. Only days later you found out that your father was only detained, he was still alive. Relieve flooded your body, for once during these years you could say you were,.. at peace almost.

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A few days after the news you had been given a bath and fresh clothing. They looked average with a pretty light blue tint. You knew that there was something the maids were preparing you for and you felt nervous, very nervous. They had braided your hair and gave you a little blush and light red lipstick. You were shocked when you saw yourself in the mirror, you looked so beautiful, just like you had dreamed of as a child.

Accompanied by three maids and five guards you were brought to a big door. Before one of the Guards opened the door he looked at you, as if he wanted a sign. You took a deep breath and nodded for him to open the door. When he did you finally entered the big golden room. There was a long table and at the sides there where many people sitting. As you looked to the front there was Odin, sitting in a big chair next to him his with Freya.

His two sons were sitting at the front of the table and you could see your father standing near Odin, he was the only one that wasn't looking at you and you had the sneaking suspicion of bad news.

You recognized the people at the table as gods and goddesses but you hadn't met everyone of them yet.

You bowed down as a form of greeting and one of the maids was leading you to a chair next to Loki. You've only met him once before the war but after that you hadn't talked. He gave you a quick glance and then shyly smiled.

Odin started speaking and you noticed how mocking his tone was when speaking about your father, it angered you but you knew better than to start argumenting with the God of War and Wisdom himself.

You zoned out a litte, playing with your bracelet and rings.

"To seal our peace treaty we have agreed on marrying your only child to one of my sons, Loki" Odin said, you looked up at him and then to Loki who had stood up from his seat and tried to argue with his father. With shock in your face you looked to your father who looked at you with shame, not towards you but towards himself. He clenched his jaw and looked aways to the ground, you soon came back to reality when Odin demanded silence after the whole room was filled with whispers and gossip.

"I will not argue about this! The gods have decided and you shall follow!" He said with authority in his voice. "So this is what they had prepared me for?" you thought to yourself. When you looked over to Thor you saw his annoyed face, "Does he hate me? Does he look at me like that because he thinks I'm unworthy of his brother?".

You thought about arguing alongside Loki about this as well but the better side of you decided against it, "This would finally bring Peace to Fjall. The people will finally live peacefully again and don't have to live in terror like before." you thought to yourself.

When Odin had ended the "meeting" you saw Loki walk away angrily, Thor was going after him trying to calm him and soon most people left the room. You sat there for a while, playing with your bracelet and thinking to yourself.

"Do you want to go to your room now (Y/N)?" a maid had asked, when you looked at her you noticed she wasn't looking at you. You sighed and nodded "Yes please" you said calmly and you were walking with her down a hallway. The castle was completely gold and there where guards almost everywhere.

After a while you had finally reached the room and you hesitated a little before opening the door. Luckily the room was empty, "You and Loki will sleep in seperate rooms for now" she said and you were relieved. You closed the door behind you and you opened the window to let the cold breeze of the night in.

You were only 15, you never had a relationship and to you Loki was practically a stranger who also helped to detain your father.

You soon went to sleep and in the morning one of the maids informed you that the wedding would only be in two years.

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In these two years you actually bonded very well with Thor and Loki. Of course your fiancé wasn't willing to pay you any attention and refused to talk to you in the first month but you and Thor actually got along very well. Thor managed to convince Loki to start talking to you and Loki also wasn't that bad. He just was a little..introverted and quiet around you. You blamed his distasted for you and you tried to stay as nice as possible.

You quickly found out he hated you after you caught him gossiping about you behind your back. You didn't say anything, but he realized that hiding things like this wouldn't be easy, you're the god/dess of Justice and peace afterall.

You and Thor had mutual feelings about each other.. you loved one another but he would never make the first move, especially not on a taken woman but you would also not cheat on your husband, no matter if you actually loved one another or not. You both new you loved each other but you also both new that it was wrong to persue this.

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It was finally the week of your wedding. You were not that exited, yes you did want to marry but not like this and definetly not Loki. You new Loki wasn't someone who wanted to be bound to somebody else. Loki was impulsive, you learned that quickly. He was a liar and didn't respect peoples boundaries, like when he cut Lady Sif's hair, he did it because he thought it was funny. He's egoistic and you were afraid that he would make these "Jokes" with you as well since maybe he'd think that's acceptable of him after marrying you. His jokes and pranks were pretty mindly on you, mostly because he didn't know how to act with you and because he wanted to at least marry you without you hating him.

You had noticed a few days before the start of the week that Loki was stressed and sad and Thor had gotten more and more angry. You couldn't really tell why but Loki refused to tell you even when you offered him help but Thor had told you that he was gotten unhappy with his father and that there was an incident with his brother.

It was the first day of the week and the staff was taking preperations, you hadn't seen Thor all day and normally he would do something stupid and try out weird things with Mjölnir. It was noon and Loki accidentally run into you. He wanted to keep walking into the other direction you were heading but you grabbed him by the wrist and held him from going. "Loki please wait!" you said and he stood still, he looked at you and you sighed letting him go.

"Can you please tell me where you're heading? You and Thor have been so stressed lately and now I can't seem to find him" You said frustrated, Loki squinted his eyes a little, "You where looking for him?" theres no way that the man that can't stand you seems to be jealous now. "No not really, I was walking through different parts of the wedding preparations and you know how your brother is in his free time. He's usually doing stupid things with his dumb hammer" you explained a little annoyed.

Loki stood straight and crossed his arms, you could see him let his guard down a little and sighing. "Yesterday night.." he hesitated, "Yesterday night Thor and Odin have gotten into a fight and Odin banned Thor from Asgard" he said and you didn't know how to react. "What?" you said shocked and Loki only nodded. "But-..Where is he now?" you asked worriedly. "I don't know, our wedding will be delayed since I will be looking for him and I'll try to bring him back" he said. You nodded and looked away. "Good Luck, take care of yourself while searching for him" you said and turned away to cancel most of the preparations.