So here i am, doing another poll to see what the people who actually like my content want to see! I just hope this doesn’t flop, because I’m low on ideas.

I've been feeling this a lot recently and it's actually quite a sad feeling.

Like I'm not worthy of being a lee, like I wouldn't be fun for someone to tickle.

I want to say I’m sorry for the times when I said I want/will draw something and then just never doing it. I feel bad for setting something up only to never fulfill it. I feel like I’m a liar and I’m just lazy, that I let myself down and failed, even though I know there’s circumstances in my life that make it difficult to do some of the things I wish to do. Things such as ADHD, school, mental health, and other things going on in my life. But I’ve been trying to get better at managing my time, getting things done faster, be more productive, and keep working on my art and perfectionism issues.

I want to do better, I want to actually be able to do and show the stories, aus, ocs, etc, that I constantly say that I think about and want to share with you guys. I want to become better as an artist and writer, and I don’t want to keep being scared to do things I want to do because of perfectionism to a point where I just can’t do anything out of fear of it looking bad and not meeting my unrealistically high standards.

With Chiron in Leo there’s an issue with self-confidence and self-love which pushes the individual to become very skilled at showing themselves off, almost to the point of it becoming awkward for people to watch because it’s so obvious that it stems from a complex. Overcompensation is very common with this placement. Wouldn’t be surprised if these people are driven to fame in order to find a sense of significance.