recent loa shenanigans in my life
HI CHAT. HII. HELLO 👋. SALUTATIONS !!!
ik i haven't posted in a while. a lot's been happening, and lowkey i've spiraled at some points in time during 2025 in general (oops 🫢). idk man, i feel like it's been a rough ye- SORRY OOPS. THIS YEAR HAS PICKED UP SINCE RIGHT NOW, AND IT'S GONNA END SO FANTASTICALLY. THE GRAND FINALE TO THE YEAR IS GONNA BE SO GOATED. WE ARE SO BACK.
anyways here's some manifestations i've had since my school year started. cuz that's lowkey when i started taking my life seriously again 😭. btw i'm doing this cuz i realized i need to recognize my own power again and be grateful for what ive manifested, especially recently, big or small.
🕸️ scenario with my sp! we dropped off my friend after his birthday party, i quickly visualized me and my sp sitting in the car together n hanging out for a bit, and then it happened. btw i decided on that like a minute before that happened which proves that once u decide on something it is instant!
🕸️ general situationship scenarios with my sp. there's no rocket science to ts tbh i just affirmed and visualized us being affectionate during a hangout and we would be. even better than that one time she asked me to crash at her place when i wasnt expecting that xD.
🕸️ i took a midterm, it didn't go so well, i walked out of the room not feeling great about it. i kept affirming in my head that i got an A on it, and then a couple days later prof sends out an email going "hey, y'alls' midterms scores weren't too hot so i'm gonna let u guys RETAKE it asynchronously, and it's open book this time. should be an easy A." and guess what i got a 48/50.
🕸️ also in that previously mentioned class i had a 93% (even after the retaken exam) and that was an A-. i wasnt happy with that, so i just ignored what the grade said on canvas kept affirming for an A in every class (not like an A- but like an A). less than a week later something got regraded and my grade bumped up to a 94%.
🕸️ movement with my sp (honestly i should make another post on this cuz the lore on this lowkey long and summing it up in one post can help ppl learn from the mistakes i did 😭). i had not talked to my sp for around 2 weeks nor have seen them for that period of time. at first i was crashing out about it but this entire past week i've been affirming "oh theyre so in love with me," "they reached out to me and said they really want a relationship with me," "they're so in love with me they can't hold back," "anything i feel towards them is reciprocated but 100 times stronger," "[sp] and i have a healthy and happy relationship," ETC. we hung out a few days ago and everything was fine. they seemed to want to interact with me as usual and even complimented my pants :3. like it was strangely normal given that we have not interacted one bit for the past 2 weeks, other than liking each others' stories n messages in gcs but THAT WAS IT. another thing was as far as ik this was the first school club meeting they went to this year. and that was the week when i was really locked in and affirming to be with them, and even though we didn't start dating then and there THAT IS STILL MOVEMENT, esp given how their behavior would not be expected with everything i'd seen from them before. a day later i posted a macbook cam thirst trap (totally not to get their attention cuz i saw movement the day before 😭) and they commented. in which i wanted them to teehee.
🕸️ MONEY. i stopped telling myself i was broke, and started telling myself im rich AF. i counted my money again and i have more than i thought i did lmfao.
ok some bad news here, i did say that i spiraled a bit this year and i'm here to call myself out because negative things DID manifest as well when i kept sitting on em.
🕸️ issues with my sp that i now have to undo! WAY TO GO, PAST SELF U FUCKIN ASSUMING-THE-WORST DUMBASS. so this was last month. i was not locked in at all during this time lmao. any time i'd see my sp like typing for a rly long time i'd assume it was for the worst. like we had a whole fling going on and every time i'd see them typing for a long time when talking about it i assumed it would mean that this was all gonna be over and that they didn't wanna do ts w/ me anymore. guess what came true. yeah exactly that. so be mindful of ur thoughts chat lol
🕸️ i assumed that something bad always happens within one of my friend groups every month bc that's what ive been seeing january. i figured i'd stop affirming for that over summer cuz i was just tired, but i was not locked in. and the drama for these past few months have been super petty cuz i was still assuming that it was still happening this year. but NO it's LOCKIN IN TIME.
that's it for now. it's good to be back. stay positive, love yall, my best of wishes for u and ur desires <3

















