#wavering

(success story again.... I swear to God I be always getting success like argh I'm so hawt😖)

BUAHAAH I JUST MANIFESTED A HOME (EXACTLY LIKE HOW I WANTED😭 THIS IS THE 272829928TH TIME OF GETTING WHATEVER TF I WANT) + 100K OUT OF THIN AIR🤭🤭 WHEN I SAW THAT HOME PHYSICALLY, IT WAS PERFECT!! SO, OBVIOUSLY IF I'M LOVING IT, IT MUST BE MINE, MORE LIKE IT'S ALREADY MINE💃🏻 BUT, MY PARENTS LITERALLY WAS GETTING STRESSED FOR NOTHING SAYING LIKE IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO BUY THAT HOME 🧐❔ THEY THOUGHT IGAF LMAO🙏🏻💀

AND LITERALLY THAT HOME GOT CONFIRMED FOR USSSSSSS AND IT'S SO PRETTY LIKE ARRGGHHHHH!???? I ALREADY KNEW IT THO. WE ARE JUST SO PERFECT😩🎀

A note from me to you :

★🕯 WHEN I TELL YOU. JUST PERSIST. DO DAT. WHATEVER IT IS BROOOO! A MILLION DOLLARS?? YES IT'S ALREADY YOURS! YOUR C0CKY AHH CRUSH? THEY ARE YOURSS!! EVERYTHING YOU WANT IS ALREADY YOURSSSS BBG!!

★🕯 DON'T EVER DOUBT OR LET ANY NEGATIVE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS FUCK YOUR PERFECT SELF!! YOU ARE PERFECT! YOU GOT IT ALL! YOU ARE EVERYTHING MY LOVE!

Fuck logic. Fuck "realistic" Situations or people. You know what's realistic for you?? YOU GETTING MILLIONS AND TRILLIONS AND YOU BEING HAPPY WITH YOUR SP AND LITERALLY GETTING WHAT YOU WANT IS CALLED AS REALISTIC. UNDESIRABLE SHI FUCKS ITSELF AND RUNS AWAY FROM YOU!

★ IT'S EASY AS TAKING A SHI FR😭🙏🏻 DUDE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU ARE SEEING RN, JUST SAY, "Nuh uh" AND PERSIST IN YOUR AFFIRMATION OR VISUALIZATION OR WHATEVER SHI YOU DO BROOOAA🙏🏻

★ DON'T NEED TO TRUST ME, DON'T NEED TO TRUST SUBLIMINALS, DON'T NEED TO TRUST LOA COACHES/BLOGGERS, JUST TRUST YOUR GODDAMN SELF😎 ALL YOU EVER NEED IS YOU.

With lots of love,

Reprogram your mind to stop checking, because someone who already had it wouldn’t.

Wavering means you're not committed to the identity you're claiming.

You're contradicting yourself in real time.

You affirm, visualize, decide it's done.

Then five minutes later, you react in a way that only makes sense if you don't actually believe any of it.

That's wavering.

You say you have money.

Then you see something you want and think, “I'd buy that if I could”

What do you mean if you could?

You just exposed the assumption you're actually operating from.

You say you're loved.

Then you dissect their reply time.

You say things always work out for you.

Then one inconvenience sends you into analysis mode.

People love dressing this up as “the universe testing them.” It's not. It's cognitive inconsistency.

You're attempting to occupy two identities at once and wondering why nothing feels stable.

One version of you has decided.

The other is still seeking evidence.

And evidence-seeking is just doubt trying to intellectualize itself.

This is also why overconsumption keeps people stuck.

A post here. A success story there. Another affirmation video. Another technique.

At some point, you're no longer reinforcing an identity. You're feeding a dependency.

You're using external content to regulate internal instability. That isn't discipline. It's avoidance.

The same applies to self-concept.

And before someone sends me an ask asking how to "build" one, unless you've somehow transcended self-awareness entirely, you already have a self-concept.

Everyone does.

The issue is incoherence.

Your behaviors, reactions, and thought patterns reveal the identity you've normalized.

Not the one you occasionally affirm when you're feeling inspired.

Wavering happens for three reasons.

You're addicted to proof.

You keep checking because you still believe reality validates identity. It doesn't. Identity filters reality. Not the other way around.

You're still loyal to the familiar version of yourself.

The brain prioritizes predictability. Even when the familiar is restrictive, it feels safer than the unknown. That's conditioning.

You haven't fully decided.

You're entertaining alternatives. Leaving room for negotiation. A decided mind doesn't keep reopening the case.

Now, for the important part.

Every time you react to circumstances as if they hold authority, you're reinforcing the exact identity you're trying to leave behind.

Every spiral rehearses it.

Every check confirms it.

Every moment of hyperanalysis strengthens it.

So stop checking. Stop monitoring.

Stop searching for signs that you're "doing it right."

When something appears to contradict your decision, register it and move on.

Not because you're suppressing reality.

Because you've stopped assigning temporary appearances the power to define you.

This is what discipline actually looks like.

Quiet consistency. No theatrics. No constant monitoring. No internal debate every six minutes.

Just sustained identification.

Wavering does not delay outcomes. It destabilizes you. And instability always expresses itself externally.

Pick the identity.

Commit to it long enough for it to become your psychological baseline.

Because identity is not built through occasional conviction.

It's built through repetition severe enough that contradiction starts feeling unnatural.

And if you waver?

— Correct it.

— Return.

— Continue.

No drama. No self-pity. No making a personality out of inconsistency.

"if I can pause you, I can turn you off" - using your commanding power to harness your anger/frustration and start kicking Wavering in the face until it runs away crying

A little storytime. Once I was in the middle of a task i needed to finish before bed, and was trying to hurry it along because I was tired. I began having deep wavering feelings and felt like my entire manifestation was falling off the rails even though the entire day i had been experiencing lots of movement. I, with my inner voice, got frustrated and for some reason the first thing that popped up in my head was imagining the Wavering as it's own character, i'm sure you can tell what that sounds like. it's all very interesting to me, the links between so many religions, always has been.

Anyhow, if it's helpful, give your wavering a name or a "character"/persona, hopefully one you're not fond of. or if that's too extra for you, just try imagining those thoughts in the voice of someone you think is a giant, annoying asshole. it immediately makes you go "wait a damn minute, shut the fuck up!!"

the other thing that popped up in my head when i imagined the Wavering as a sort of asshole character was saying "wait! hold on! let me finish this first. pause. time out. if you're gonna test me, at least test me on a level playing field when i'm not in the middle of something." yes, i am an extreme yapper, even in my own thoughts lmao. and then right after that thought was over, i realized how silly it was.

i said inwardly "if i can pause you, i can turn you off. i can get rid of you." and called my power back to myself. it feels good to laugh at yourself now and then and i think that's really important during all of this. yes, you should want to take your creations seriously and not be lazy and expect good results, but taking them seriously in my opinion also has to have its silly moments. it's just the way life is, really. forrest gump, box of chocolates, you know the deal. sometimes even when you're manifesting really serious stuff, you have to be able to laugh at yourself.

you really can turn the wavering off whenever you feel like it, if you allow yourself to feel the strength and the power of commanding. don't be afraid to command the universe, your subconscious, whatever you want to think it comes from. not in an evil way like "oh i get to control everybody" but in a way that you refuse to let anyone, or anything, including your own ingrained negative beliefs, take your power away from you, the real you, the 4D you/soul

our bodies are just mech suits we use as the creator observing and experiencing itself, experiencing a new method of creation. if you feel drawn to do it, take your wavering by the horns and tell it to shut the fuck up. if it helps, beat the shit out of it mentally. not beating yourself up, that just compounds it. not like "oh i had a negative thought, i'm so bad at this". like "i command all negative thought patterns to leave my subconscious forever. i am a creator/manifester and i am so grateful to wield such power." things like that.

ೃ❀࿔ About Wavering ! 🌺⭐️ ₊   ˙

₊˚🪼✩; “Just Stop Wavering teehee 🤪” whatt??, you can’t just tell someone to “just stop wavering” wavering is literally like an intrusive thought you can’t just tell someone to not have an intrusive thought is called “INTRUSIVE” for a reason its intruding on your natural thought process & its not your actual thought/belief its fine if you wavering but yknow whats not okay??

its not okay to just let this intrusive thought consume you & dominate your beliefs and become your dominant thought & stop occupying the state of lack don’t let intrusive thoughts control you, you’re stronger than that

like 3 years ago (when i didn't even know about loa or manifesting) i really wanted this guy and i wrote down a scenario in my then journal but then i wrote "yea but its not like this is gonna happen *cries*" basically just did not ever fucking believe that guy would ever like me back bc like he had already rejected me.

timeskip to later and i was dating that guy and i read back my journal and the EXACT SCENARIO i had written had taken place and i wasn't even aware of it. like. are you kidding?

now maybe because i wavered SO HARD LIKE I DID NOT BELIEVE MY CHANCES EVEN 10%, it did get a little delayed bc i had sm limiting beliefs. but i got it regardless🤷‍♀️

so pls do not go to bloggers and youtube channels being like "oh but i wavered and that's why i didn't get it–" babe. bffr.