I HATE MY SP SO MUCH SOMEONE ACTUALLY GET ME OUT OF HERE
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Ive been manifesting my SP for around 2 months now. I see him at work most days and i see this other guy, we will call him Max. Max is cute, football player and did an exchange program in America for 2 years. He also very clearly likes me.
Just found out my SP is trying to get me and Max together.
I’m upset and mad. I don’t want max I want him(SP), but he (SP) doesn’t seem to want me. But he flirts and we go out and he’s nice sometimes. We watch the same kind of shows and have the same music taste and hobbies. Also i’m upset because i told SP that i didn’t want a boyfriend after he said “i’ve got a guy for you” and he went against my wishes ofc.
At the same time I’m like fuck you, you don’t want my attention you won’t be getting it. I have a high self concept and i’m not gonna let one guy ruin it for me. but i also have ADHD which makes me really struggle with limerence.
The person (co worker) that told me SP was trying to set me up with Max, i asked him what exactly SP said and i was very clearly upset. Coworker that said “okay, which do you prefer, SP or Max”
GUYS I PANICKED AND TOLD HIM I DIDNT HAVE A CRUSH ON SP. such a self sabotager.
Also you should know, i dated someone i used to work with at my old place and got grape - with a D on the end and no G. Still not received recovered.
I have manifested this over and over and done love spells but he just doesn’t seem to budge.
I guess with is a rant post but also any advice would be great, thank you :)
