#like daaamn

ive read literal millions of words of fanfiction some filthier and freakier than the other but it hits me sometimes that the filthiest and freakiest thing that they do to each other is sit down and have a conversation about their feelings

Currently re-reading c&r and they were both such a mess but damn if Zane wasn't at his sexiest

I can't help but remember that discourse on Jade's mental health and that person who went out of their way to dismantle it in the most pompous way ever because apparently ThEy StUdIeD pSyChOlOgY or whatever snobish reason they had. And they were handled like some sort of authority in the fandom because they were like the kind of rich fucker who could afford to go to fandom specific events at the complete opposite end of the world. And damn I can't stand that kind of people. Like, why did you had to go out of your way for such pretentious reasons instead of just letting a bunch of kids who probably can't even afford therapy to begin with find validation in the few things they can afford? Buuuuuut noooooo, you had to be a huge massive bitch in the same way those pseudo rich fandom persona can do. Eat shit.

Looking through my docs for my own WIPs and seeing fics I britpicked that are now fandom staples makes me soooo happy