#lifesmpkin

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First of all, I'm sorry for how I behaved in Double Life with our bond. It really wasn't fair to you at all... God, I was so lucky to have you with me again and I ran away because I was afraid of hurting you. It feels like every time we're together, you end up dying because of me, and I can't take anything else like the end of Third Life.

You're an idiot and you get in trouble all the time and I pretend like all of that drives me mad but I miss screaming your name as you dive into danger yet again. I know I've acted like being with you was the worst outcome a lot, but what I really wish I could have said was just-

I love you so much and I'm afraid of hurting you again, or that I'll make some mistake and somehow ruin what we have forever, and that would be worse than permadeath. You're so kind and charming and sweet despite everything. You always see the best in people but you're also a master of chaos (which I can totally get behind, you know me), you're genuinely brilliant - no matter how much you try to say you aren't - and you always can cheer me and everybody else up. You're the best person I've ever met, and I miss you so much that it hurts. Sometimes I'll hear a voice in the crowd and think it's yours, and just for a moment I'll have hope that I'll get to see your stupid smile and your stupid jokes and hear your stupid laughter and the way you stumble over your words when you get nervous and see how your eyes sparkle when you're about to set something on fire or steal somebody's clothes or a million other tiny things that I miss more than anything.

Maybe you don't think of me the same way or so often and this is just wishful thinking. I've looked everywhere and I can't seem to find you. I don't know what to do anymore, Scar... I don't know. I love you. I'm sorry. Goodbye.

- (c!) Grian (Life SMP/Hermitcraft)

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Jimmy, man, I know you're not used to not being the first to die AND staying alive after the fact but come the fuck on man. You know better than to dance on a mans grave. MUMBO'S grave of all people too. Jesus Christ. Memories of smacking you with my cane isnt enough, I need you here infront of me so I can do it again.

I hate to say it but you are an embarassment to this team when you're acting like this. I hope you feel guilty because no amount of excitement warrents DANCING ON THE MANS GRAVE.

~An Angry Scar 🕯️♟️(Life smp series)

BUT BUMBO MY SWEETFACE BUMBO IS BACK!!!!!

me, grian, who was just playing dumb games with friends: huh???? what?????