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CONTEXT: I have "nightmares" about schools since I've had horrible experiences with the American public school system. So I get dreams based in schools, that can go from completely fine to total fucking nightmarish.

THE DREAM:

In this dream at the beginning I sat in a room with maybe 6-10 teenagers in a normal sized class room, looked to be people maybe around late teens I would say. I sat in the back of the class, quiet as fuck since I'm antisocial with misanthropy. I was having like a mind in mind fuckin' moment, I could tell it was a dream but the me inside my dream REALLY wanted to play football. And I mean RLLY fuckin' wanted too.

Catch this, I am not an athletic person what so ever. I hate every sport imaginable.

So the me in my dream already caught me off guard by that, and after that little mind moment. The dream switched to a different POV I guess and then a SHIT ton of people appeared in the room, instantly making the dream me anxious as fuck to the point dream me bolted out the door to the lobby of the school.

Dream me sat in a corner of the lobby bawling my eyes out while the teacher ran after me and started yelling at the top of his lungs.

Next thing I knew I was at a door that was somewhat hidden by the lockers surrounding it. The door had a poster on it, and it looked to say "Help to make it stop" or some shit.

That instantly made me think and knowing it was about earlier in the dream, me wanting to make the pain and horrible experience stop.

I probably stood there Infront of the door for 2 minutes at most before a tall nice looking man stepped out and smiled at me. He welcomed me in and let me sit down on one of the desks in the room, yes on one of the desks. There were like 3-4 other kids there for the same type of problem as well so I wasn't alone.

The tall man and I mean a tall man said he wasn't the one that was gonna help, but then a man probably 5'10-6ft appeared beside him. Clothed fully in robes like ghost face in dbd, but the mask was completely different.

The mask was bird like, and my GOD the dudes voice made me actually want to kiss him.

I have never had the urge to actually kiss someone, like EVER.

The dream me knew this got was a teacher here, made even a therapist because he started to sing. It was so extremely soothing, I wanted to kiss this man so bad.

That was the most prominent moment of the dream, him singing and me about to grab his head gently, take the mask off enough to kiss him.

After that moment the dream switched to me legit bolting out of the school and trying to run home. Prob restarted that but 2-4 times before it switch POV AGAIN to a teacher watching me run away on some type of neighborhood security Camara, saying "Don't worry she'll tire herself out and be back."

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