#lex xreader

Waking up with a pounding headache was not how you saw your Saturday evening going. Neither was being tied to a chair.

"I can't believe it. Lex Luthor. I never thought this would actually happen." The female voice is the first thing that caught your attention. It all seems to rush back to you. Lex was bound in quite the same way as you. You both were seated back to back, and you pulled at the restraint at your wrists.

"Let me go...YOU HAVE TO LET ME GO RIGHT NOW!!" " You scream. The teen frowned, walking over to you as she smacked you across the face. Your head whipped to the side and Lex began to struggle.

"Leave her alone!!"

"She ruined everything!! It was just supposed to be the two of us. "

Now it made sense.

Lauri Giger was known for being a bit obsessive. You'd heard stories around school about her past relationships. For the most part you thought it was all a rumor. You'd merely been doing a school project at the talon much like every other teenager. You'd only stepped out to take a call when you caught some suspicious activity at the side of the building. So you decided to investigate. When you rounded the corner there was one unconscious billionaire on the ground. Before you could even dial a number you'd been struck from behind.

Your head hung low.

"Whatever you want, just let her go. I'll give you what you want."

"You'll give me what I want?" Lauri sounded delusional, but Lex felt like it was the only leverage he had. He glanced to the side at you. Your head was still lowered, and he began to worry that the previous blow doubled with this past one must have caused more damage than expected. That theory disappeared when your head was raised. Lex couldn't properly view your face, but when the ropes at your wrist snapped with one willful tug, Lauri panicked.

"W-What the hell!" She stumbled back, and when Lex finally had you in his sights, he was shocked at the blank look on your face. Your wrists were bruised from the ropes, but you didn't look scared, or hurt, or even angry. Your face was completely neutral. Lauri looked anything but pleased, and when she picked up a piece of wood from the abandoned area and lifted it to strike you, Lex was shocked at the way it split in half upon collision.

Lauri tried to make a run for it, but you grabbed her by the throat and she was lifted right off the ground. Lex could barely believe what he was seeing. Just a second ago you were trapped just like him. Now you were displaying strength that was anything but human.

Lauri was gasping, and it seemed to snap Lex back into reality.

"You need to stop!"

There was no response. He was worried. As far as this went, you were defending yourself. He knew next to nothing about you, but he could tell from the earlier encounter that you weren't a killer. You were just scared.

"Please..let her go.." He pleaded.

He wasn't sure how, but that seems to get through to you. You blink, and your hand opens as you stagger backwards. Lauri's body drops to the floor. Coughing heavily. Lex can see the fear in your eyes. Topped with confusion. You seem to move in autopilot, because you run over in his direction pulling at the ropes around his wrists as you glance behind to ensure she's still down. You don't look him in the eye, not at all.

There was a lot that needed an explanation, but right now, calling the authorities was priority.

~~~~

"All your vitals seem alright. We'll need to take you in to see about those bruises, but you're fine." You nod at the paramedic.

"Thank you."

The small abandoned house had been surrounded with cops in record time after Lex made the call. He was in an ambulance next to you being surveyed. You did your best to keep your distance. When they'd taken Lauri away, she appeared terrified of you. The second she's seen you they had to restrain her just to get her into the car. It was a bit ironic, she was the one who took the both of you, yet you felt like the monster.

You glimpsed Lex heading your way from the corner of your eye and you became a bit frantic.

"C-Can we please get to the hospital!"

The paramedic was a bit confused by your sudden urgency, but didn't question it. Guiding your parents behind you. Lex watched as the doors closed in front of him. Your eyes met through the glass, and you lowered your gaze.

For the better part of that month, you gained some kind of annoying popularity. An article was posted in the paper and of course they blew it way out of proportion. There was a rumor circulating that you were secretly a gang leader. Others said that you had gone full jet li on Lauri. It was just one thing after the other. It had gotten to the point where you started wearing baseball caps whenever you were in an area populated by teens. You enjoyed hanging out in the talon, and you didn't want to have to compromise because of stupid curiosity. Hopefully something else interesting would pop up in Smallville to distract them. You leaned into your chair with a heavy sigh, sipping at your drink.

"Room for one more?"

Hurriedly putting your drink down you adjusted your cap.

"I-I was just about to leave." You began gathering your books.

"But you just got your drink Ms. (L/N)." Your eyes lift, and to your dismay, there he was. Lex Luthor. The last person you wanted to see.

"You're a hard person to track down."

You swallowed, not saying a word. Lex could see how your entire body tensed. He didn't blame you.

"I was hoping we could take a walk to discuss what happened that day."

"I don't think that's a good idea." You objected.

Lex merely smirked.

"Well, if not me, I'm sure some of your schoolmates would be thrilled to have the whole story."

You stared at him in disbelief.

"Are you trying to blackmail me!"

"Call it tactful encouragement."

Your frown deepened, and you shoved your books in your bag. It's obvious he's realized that you were hiding out at the back. When you stood, Lex took a step to the side.

"After you."

With a grumble, you made your way outside, and Lex followed with a smile. The both of you walked in step, heading in the direction of the park he noted. A smart choice. You wanted a secluded place where you could discuss without prying eyes. Your steps slowed when you got to the basketball court that looked empty. You took a seat on the benches on the side, removing your cap as you ran a hand through your hair.

"It must be exhausting being undercover all the time."

You glared.

"This must be some kind of game for you huh. Tormenting me!" You were pissed, and Lex understood at that moment that maybe teasing you about the situation wasn't the right approach.

"I'm sorry. I was being insensitive."

You still looked relatively angry.

"It must be so easy being rich. The ability to get people to forget whatever you wanted them to." There was a weight to those words.

"Like abilities people can't explain." Your fists tightened at your side.

"I'm not here to report you to anyone, or accuse you of anything. If you hadn't gone hulk we both could have died."

"But I could have killed her just the same." Lex's eyes narrowed. He'd been under that impression that you weren't conscious during the encounter.

"You remember what happened?"

"I..It's hard to explain. "

You had no idea why you were telling Lex Luthor of all people, but as it stood, he was the only one aware of this problem.

"It's a type of disassociation." You explain.

Now he's invested.

"I was out with my parents when the meteor shower hit. The first thing I heard was the screaming, then everyone was just running around. I was so young I-I couldn't move. I just froze and it crashed so close to me. I saw the fire, the rocks, the debris...the blood." Your hands are shaking.

"I woke up a week later in the hospital with some bandages on my head and a miraculous recovery. Doctors said I was fine, but I wasn't. " The tremors in your hand stopped almost abruptly.

"Whenever I panic, or I experience fear, I black out. The first time I did it, I knocked my sixth grade bully unconscious. Since that day I've done everything to keep myself calm. Yoga, pilates, meditation. I can't afford to lose my temper or blow a fuse.

Lex could fully understand your fear. Your need to get out when you were both held made a little sense now. He'd been so sure you were pleading because of the situation, but you were terrified of what you could have done.

"No one will ever hear about this, not from me." You turn to Lex, and he places a hand on your shoulder. You aren't sure why. Maybe it's because you both have been in that situation. But the gesture does offer some comfort.

"You'll need a better disguise if you want to remain incognito though."

Lex had been through so many ordeals in Smallville.

At some point it had become almost routine to wake up in a hospital bed. That’s why he wasn’t surprised this time when he looked up at the familiar ceiling. The smell of sterilizers was rough. But as normal as his life could get he supposed.

“Mr. Luthor.”

A doctor walked into the room, relief written on the man’s face.

“You’re lucky to be awake. With the wounds you had, it’s a miracle you didn’t remain in a coma. I was certain after yesterday we’d lost you again.”

“Coma.”

Another common occurrence. How many times had he heard those words?

“What happened?”

The doctor suddenly looked pretty solemn.

“I see your amnesia hasn’t improved."

“I remember who I am. Where I am. This is Smallville isn’t it.”

“Correct, but what else do you remember?”

“Apparently I was in some kind of accident.”

“What about your friends, family?”

“If you’re referring to my shell of a father, I don’t think there is much I should hope for.”

The doctor took notes, but said nothing.

“Mr. Sullivan came by earlier to check on you. He seemed genuinely worried. So did Mr. Lang.”

Lex’s body froze.

“Mr. Lang…are you saying they survived the meteor shower?”

Said doctor’s eyes widened.

“Incredible, you remember the meteor shower, yet your memories of your friends are scrambled.”

This was making very little sense to him. Last time he checked Chloe’s father had moved away, and Mr. Lang had died when Lana was just a child.

“LEX!!”

The scream from around the corner caught his attention. Someone raced over, yanking the door open as they bolted in.

“Ms. Kent, you need to stay outside. Mr. Luthor hasn't fully recovered yet.”

Lex’s eyes drifted over in the direction of the person now standing before him. At this point he was convinced his mind was playing tricks on him. Because this wasn’t Clark Kent.

For one, you were female. He could have been wrong, but you looked like an exact replica of Clark, if he had breasts and slender hips.

“Who…Who are you?”

He couldn’t help but ask. Because nothing was adding up. The crestfallen look took him by surprise. He couldn’t remember the last time someone had looked so defeated of the prospect of him not recognizing him.

“Lex..it’s me..(Y/N) Kent. I’m your friend.”

It was decided.

A part of you thought that the remainder of your senior year would be nothing but drama and chaos. After your not so friendly encounter with a crazy chick bent on being with Lex, life had actually taken a turn for the better. Lex was true to his word. He hadn’t told a soul of your abilities.

He’d even started gathering books about the medical condition. As you learned, this was a common result of people who experienced trauma. Your case was just more severe due to the amplifying effects of the meteor rocks. You sort of dedicated your life to such conditions like your own. It gave you a solid idea of what you wanted to achieve in the future.

“You’re going into medicine?”

Sitting in the cafe, you flipped through your text with a nod.

“I need to understand everything about what I’m capable of. This is the best way to do that. Thanks again for the books.” They were stacked at the side as you continued to breeze through one and Lex smiled. Putting his cheek in his palm as he watched you.

“There’s an internship in New York. If you want I can put in a good word for you.”

Interest sparked in your eyes, but your shoulders dropped after a few seconds.

“No I..if I do get in. I want to get there myself. I appreciate the offer though.” He nods.

“I understand. I’ll send you the information and you can apply after graduation.”

“Graduation..”

It was weird, it felt a bit surreal. Some part of your teenage brain thought you’d be there forever.

“Not getting cold feet are you?” He jokes. You finally place the book down, looking up at him. You had every intention to pursue your future outside of Smallville. But now it dawns on you. You wouldn’t be around your parents or friends as much depending on the route you decided to take. You wouldn’t see Lex for a while either.

“I just realized that we might not be able to have these meetings as often once I get into my dream college." You let out a soft laugh, and Lex straightens.

“Is it possible that you’ll miss me?”

He’s teasing again, and you huff.

“Jerk! Forget I said anything.” You grumble. You lift the hardcover book, blocking his face from your view, and Lex merely chuckles.

He reaches out, placing his palm over your own.

“I’ll miss you too. I know college is going to take your complete focus. But that doesn’t mean we won’t ever see each other. Whenever you need someone to talk to you, just give me a call.”

He squeezed your hand softly, and your heart gave a little flutter. You lower the book, cheeks a bit flushed.

“Don’t get kidnapped while I’m gone.”

Lex laughs. “I’ll do my best not to tempt any more unstable females. Promise.”

He’s still holding onto your hand. A part of you doesn’t want to let go. Because you aren’t certain how many more moments like this you’ll have with him.

“I’m really glad that I met you, Lex Luthor. Even under our circumstances.”

His smile gives you that familiar warmth.

“I feel the same way. "

Nothing was going to be the same as it was.

“I’m being careful, trust me. Yes, I will. Thanks dad.”

You hang up the phone, sliding it into your pocket.

It’s taken some adjusting to be away from your house so often. Since you started college, you’ve been trying to slowly integrate into your freshman year. It was tough with the whole hero thing, but you couldn’t exactly just turn it off.

Then there was the situation with Lex.

Just thinking about it makes your face red. That day in the barn. You could feel his kiss every time you close your eyes. He’s made a habit of visiting you on weekends. But since your midterms were about to start, and he was managing so many events, the two of you haven’t really had a chance to discuss your relationship. Share another kiss.

Much to your disappointment.

Your eyes move to the wall. There’s an array of pictures decorated around the room. A few with Lex of course. You can barely go a few minutes without thinking about him. It’s sort of driving you crazy.

A trip to Smallville was what you needed.

You have to face him, because your brain won’t give you the satisfaction. It would be smart to take your car, but you sort of want to feel the wind against your skin. It feels like it’s been too long. You grin, heading to a secluded area on campus. You do a scan, right before you take off. Smallville is possibly a minute away.

Running that is.

Your legs dig into the dirt when you feel your phone vibrate. Pulling it out, your heart skips at the message from a certain someone.

“I know you’re busy, but if you have some time to spare I’d like to see you.”

You type a response quickly, shoving it back into your pocket. As your mind strays, you take off again. Reminiscing on all that’s happened.

He’s been through a lot of things in these last couple months, but above all else, it was nice to have your best friend back. When you get to his place, you’re moving at normal speed. You snicker to yourself, thinking of the lecture Lex would give if he found out you were using your powers again. He was a bit overprotective when it came to you.

Stepping into the mansion, your hands slide into your pockets. The double doors are open. Lex is seated at his desk, sifting through documents, as per usual. For a while he doesn’t notice. You don’t say anything. You just watch him.

“Our friendship will be a thing of legends.”

That’s what he’d said to you that day in the loft. You didn’t truly know it then. Back then he’d been helping you get Leo’s attention. Other guys were so far out of the picture for you. It took almost losing Lex for you to see past it all.

“Working hard as usual.” You spoke.

His eyes lift slowly, and he’s wearing that look. The adoration he shows has always been there. So you wonder how long he’s been looking at you this way and you really never noticed.

“Do you want to go for a walk?”

Lex smiles at the question, dropping his work, as he stands.

“I’d like nothing more than for you to whisk me away and tell me all about your freshman college experience. Have you figured out what organizations you’d like to join?”

He’s right next to you, ready to hear everything you have to say. You aren’t sure if it’s because he’s being so adorably attentive, or just his abundance of casual suits. But at that moment, you see him. The misunderstood billionaire who spent his entire time in Smallville trying to be a better person.

“(Y/N)?”

He’s looking right at you, and those blue eyes look ready for anything you have to say. It’s almost instinct, you reach out, palm sliding against his cheek as you pull him in for a kiss. Lex’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise, but he leans in, pulling you closer.

Your heart is beating so quickly, you have no doubt he can feel it against his chest. You pull away after a few heated seconds, and Lex sighs as you part. He means to question where the spontaneous kiss had come from.

But your hands slide down his shoulders, and you leave a kiss on his neck. It seems you aren’t the only one with that little weakness. His eyes close, and he hums, as you pop two buttons of his shirt. Your lips move a bit lower. Right at his collarbone, over his heart. Lex only pauses when something seems to dawn on him.

“Wait…”

His movements are a bit delayed due to the current distraction. Lex’s hands settle on your shoulder as he pulls back to look at your face.

“(Y/N) are you..on red kryptonite?”

You can’t help it, you smile bashfully.

“I promise this is one hundred percent me.”

Lex swallows.

“We really should go for that walk.”

He tries to fix his clothes, maybe calm himself down. But you can hear his heartbeat as clear as day. You shake your head with the same smile, and you back him up. He stumbles just a bit, legs hitting the front of his desk. He regains his composure, clearing his throat, and you lick your lips, staring at his.

So inviting.

“(Y/N).”

This time his call sounds almost like a warning. You love the fact that he’s a little hesitant. He’d never push you into something you’re not ready for. Perhaps he just never knew you would be this assertive.

Intimacy was always something that made you a little embarrassed.

“Lex..” You coo.

He bites down on his lip, and you’re a bit stunned when he switches your positions. He lifts you easily, and you’re now sitting on his desk. He slips between your legs easily.

“Don’t tease me.”

It’s an order, and you barely get a word out, because he’s once again claimed your lips.

They’d gotten as far as the Talon as Clark and Lex went back and forth with suggestions. 

“You said this happened at the fortress, then that’s where we need to go.” Clark was ready to take off, but Lex halted him. 

“Wait, when I woke up, I was in the hospital.  We need to check the hospitals, she could be at one of them.” Clark pulled his truck off to the side. 

It made sense. He recalled about a month ago he’d been at Clark’s house having a conversation, that’s why when he woke in a hospital and you were there, he was a little confused. You’d brought him right back to the place he’d started. 

“I can run us there, it would be faster.” Clark stated. It was easier when he knew he didn’t have to hide it. 

“No!” Clark was startled by Lex’s tone. 

“Your secret we..we can’t risk anyone seeing you. “ 

Clark was stunned at how protective Lex was acting. 

“The truck is fine.” Lex kept his eyes focused on the road, and Clark pulled out, setting his route for the hospital. 

There was a silence that followed in the car. 

Clark felt like he had to say this. Because there seems to be very little Lex didn’t know about now.

“When you regained consciousness, I felt something.” 

Lex’s eyes darted across.

“What did you feel?!” 

“It’s hard to explain. But that girl, if she’s just like me, then we must be connected in some way.” 

As crazy as it sounds, Lex understood. 

“Maybe there is a chance that they are connected.”

Right now he could use the hope. 

Clark’s hand gripped the steering wheel. He’d learned enough not to ignore certain signs. That’s why when Lex insisted, he couldn’t help but believe him. Because this was different. 

Every couple seconds Clark found himself glancing at Lex. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d seen him this anxious. Lex had always been someone who was great at keeping his composure. 

But this person he was searching for, it reminded him of that one time when he’d thought Lois was hurt. He hadn’t realized how much he actually cared for the pushy brunette until she was in danger. Looking at Lex, it’s almost like looking into a mirror. 

“You’re in love with her.” 

Clark wasn’t sure what possessed him to say that. But Lex didn’t even look at him this time. He didn’t confirm Clark’s suspicions, but he never denied it either. 

“We should hurry.” Lex urged. Clark refocused on the road with a nod.

It took them about fifteen minutes to get to the hospital. Once there they’d decided to split up. Lex rushed to urgent care, and Clark stayed on the very first floor for any incidents that were just reported. The plan was to regroup in fifteen minutes and come up with another plan of action if they weren’t successful. 

Lex had been probing doctors and nurses, but he was having very little luck. Clark had to physically force himself not to superspeed through the rooms. After seeing how desperate Lex was, all he wanted at that moment was to find you. He turned around another corner, and to his surprise, he spotted Lois.

“Smallville, what are you doing at the hospital? Here for your daily dose of IV?” 

“Sorry Lois, I’m kind of busy looking for someone. “ 

“That’s great, I’m in a similar predicament. “ 

“Who did you lose?” 

“A chick about this high. I was out on route 16 when she came out of nowhere. I brought her in here, but now she’s gone.” Clark stopped. 

“Lois, where is she?” 

“Woah what’s got your knickers in a twist, weren’t you listening, I lost her. I didn’t even get a name. I think maybe she was drugged. I’ve been checking missing persons but no one seems to recognize her.” Lois paused for a second, tilting her head. 

“You know Smallville, she..kinda looked like you.” His eyes widened. 

“Thank you Lois.” He gave her a brief hug, taking off in the other direction. Lois just stood there baffled.

“Anytime Smallville..” 

~~~~

“I’m not getting anywhere.” 

He was starting to lose hope. He didn’t want to believe that you’d completely vanished, but it was becoming very bleak. The only other place they could check was the fortress. If that turned out to be another dead end, he wasn’t sure what he would do.

“Lex!!” 

Clark’s call pulled him from his somber thoughts. 

“I think I have something. Lois said she brought in someone, she found her passed out on the highway.” 

“It could be (Y/N)!” 

“That’s what I thought. She just woke up so she’s heading somewhere. Can you think of anywhere she would go if she’s scared, confused.” 

If he had to guess he would say the farm. That’s where he’d gone when he lost his memories. That’s where he felt the safest, no doubt you would too. 

“She has to be back at the house.” 

“I’ll call my parents and tell them to keep a lookout. “ The were both rushing back to the truck as Clark dialed the number. It rang a couple times.

“Hello.” 

“Dad it’s me, she might be there. Lex thinks she might have gone to the house because it’s familiar. “ 

“Clark..” 

He didn’t like the way his father sounded. 

“Dad, what’s wrong?!” 

“We’re fine just…get back here as soon as you can. I think she’s here.” 

Clark turned to Lex.

“They found her, she’s at the house.” Lex didn’t need to hear much more. 

“We’re on our way dad!” 

“You don’t understand how awesome this is!!”

When you jumped down from the top of the stairs and landed effortlessly below. You grin, striking a pose.

Clark raced down behind you looking both ways.

“You can’t use your powers so recklessly!!”

“Why not, you know how many people would kill for this.”

Invincibility wasn’t something people came by easily. You weren’t exactly gifted like Clark at birth. Truth is you got your powers a few weeks ago in a car accident. After you’d gotten your parents out of the car, it exploded with you inside.

Turns out the kryptonite mood ring you wore saved your life. Clark showed up just in time to see you walk out of the fire, just as confused as he was. Since that day he’d been training you just like his parents have been with him. Of course you preferred to flaunt your gifts which didn’t exactly go over well with Jonathan Kent. Hence why you were now being monitored constantly by Clark.

“Your powers aren’t a toy (Y/N).” He looked a bit angry, and you stood, folding your arms.

“Why are you treating me like a child?"

The both of you were literally the same age.

“I’m just trying to protect you.”

“I don’t need protection. I’m a grown woman.”

Technically you were still a teenager, but it was insulting the way he felt like he needed to babysit you. It’s not like you went around flaunting your abilities in the open.

“You should listen to the woman, Clark.”

The voice from the entrance of the barn makes you both turn. Clark gives you a told you so look. You just roll your eyes. Lex walks in with a smile.

“Lex Luthor, I don’t think we’ve had the pleasure of meeting.” You reach out shaking his hand.

“(Y/N), it’s nice to meet you Mr. Luthor."

“Please, Mr. Luthor is my father, just call me Lex.”

“Uhhh”

It’s your first meeting, so you aren’t sure if you can really do that. You just nod.

“Sure.”

He’s still smiling. It’s possible he knows you're hesitant to address him so casually.

“I was about to head to the Talon, we still on for tonight Clark?”

Clark looks like he just remembered something, and you could be wrong, but you swear you saw a blush.

“Ugh, it’s about Lana again isn’t it.”

You’ve known Clark for roughly a month and you can already read him like a book.

“Well look at that, pretty and perceptive.”

Now you’re the one who’s blushing. Lex just laughs.

“I’ll be in the car.” He says smoothly as he walks away. When he’s gone, Clark gives you a look.

“You’re face is red."

“Please, you're lit up like a Christmas tree!!” you accuse.

~~~

The drive over to the Talon is mostly Lex and Clark going back and forth. You’re just somewhat observing their interactions. From what you can tell they’re close. When he pulls up, you all exit. You’re all about to head inside, but Clark’s phone vibrates. He looks down.

“Something wrong?” Lex asks.

“No, I just remembered I have to do something quick with Chloe at the library.”

“That’s two miles away.”

“I’ll run, save me a seat!!” He says as he takes off. You just snicker. He’s big on lectures, but you know the second he’s out of sight he’ll super speed away.

“I guess it’s just the two of us.”

Lex opens the door for you, and you step inside. You search for a table, and when you find one, Lex follows. You take a seat, looking at the small menus on the table for something to drink. You look up momentarily, and Lex is staring at you.

“Umm, is my hair sticking out or something?” You tug at your locks to inspect.

“Not at all, I’m just surprised. It’s been two minutes and you haven’t accused me of being a criminal or made a run for it.” You giggle.

“Is that the normal response when people meet you?”

“Sometimes.” He’s wearing a smile.

“Well I’m not exactly a saint myself, so I don’t think I’m in a position to judge.”

“Aren’t you? I saw that article. For a minute I thought you looked familiar. You saved your parents from a car explosion.” You shift at that. Now Lex can see you clear unease.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to pry.”

“N-No it's fine. It’s cool and all, seeing my face in the paper. They really made it seem so heroic but at the time I really thought that I...that we wouldn’t make it. I guess it sort of brings up some uncomfortable feelings."

“I apologize. We don’t have to talk about it.”

“It’s okay.”

The smile you send him is genuine.

“I haven’t really told anyone that before. It feels good to get it off my chest.”

Lex relaxes.

“Well I’m glad I can help.”

It’s strangely comfortable being around him. From what you heard he was just a stuck up rich kid.

“I have to say I was expecting something different from you. More..” You make a gesture.

“Arrogant?” He offers. You nod a bit bashfully.

“Kinda yeah.”

“It’s fine. I appreciate your honesty. I can be arrogant sometimes. My father never fails to remind me about that.”

Clearly his family name is a sore subject.

“If you weren’t a Luthor, what would you do?”

The question catches him by surprise. Apparently it’s work, because he looks more lively.

“I’d probably be professor.”

“No way!”

He nods, leaning on the table.

“I’ve always been interested in mythology. You know the whole aliens theory. With all the weird occurrences here in Smallville. I think the people would appreciate someone to fill in the blanks.”

Picturing him as a teacher isn’t that hard. He’s already somewhat dressed for the job.

“I think you would have made a great professor.”

You’ve gained the desired reaction. He looks very happy. For a second you’ve forgotten that you meant to order a drink so you gesture to a waitress and she walks over. Just as she’s within distance, the sound of a gun goes off and you practically shoot up out of your chair standing protectively in front of Lex.

You track where the shot has come from, and the entire building looks scared. A few of them scramble away from the man screaming. It’s clear from his trembling hands that he’s never done this before.

The guy is pacing up and down.

When those frantic eyes shift behind you, he looks more sure. His posture  completely changes.

“Lex Luthor, never thought I’d see the day.”

You don’t like this at all.

He moves closer.

“I initially came here to make a point. We need to take back out town from power hungry men like you, but now, this is just too good."

Everyone inside looked unnerved.

“Listen, if it’s me you want, then you can have me. Just let everyone else leave."

Lex’s eyes marked the gun wearily. This guy was obviously crazy. Lana had a tray in her hand, and she screamed when he walked over, grabbing her as he pressed the gun to her back.

“Wait wait!!” Lex moved forward, and the attacker raised the gun. You took a step forward.

“Take me instead."

Lex sent you a look, but you sheltered him. Out of everyone here you could handle a bullet. You’d already walked away from a fire.

The man looked like he was evaluating. He grinned at you, shoving Lana. He still had the gun raised.

“You’re that girl from the newspaper, the one who pulled her parents out of the flaming car.”

You nod.

“I am."

You walk in his direction, still carefully eyeing his gun. You figure because you’re a bit shorter than Lana, he thought you were less of a threat. That added with his twisted views, you knew he’d jump at the chance. When you’re directly in front of him, he lowers his head in a mocking way. He is a bit taller.

“Let's see how much they’ll-”

You slammed your forehead into his full force, and his body dropped like a rock. The gun falls right out of his hand, skating across the floor.

For a full minute there is nothing but silence. Everyone just gapes.

“Oww…” You mumble.

One of the quarterbacks breaks the silence.

“Did you just knock that guy out cold..AWESOME!!”

Lex is no longer in a defensive mood, and one of the adults is quick to call the police as they kick the gun as far away as possible. When you turn, Lex is smiling.

“Some head power you got there.”

“Hard head.”

You laugh, so does he.

~~

The second the Kents found out about the incident, they came racing down. So did your parents. The assailant was taken away in a squad car. People were still giving statements, and despite your protests, you were being sent to the hospital for a check up. As they were leading you into the back of an ambulance, you sent a smile at Clark.

“Good job.” He mouthed.

You grinned.

The moment you're out of the hospital, the first person you wanted to see was Clark. Walking up the steps of the barn, he was at the window looking out. You stepped up right next to him.

“This is your second save, they’re gonna get tired of writing articles about you.”

You shoved him lightly with a smile. Even though the outcome was good, you still couldn’t get rid of the sinking feeling in your stomach.

“I know I’m invincible now but Clark I was..I was terrified. " When he sees that look on your face, he knows.

“I kept thinking what if someone got hurt. I can literally walk through fire, but saving people, it’s so much more. So much harder.”

A part of him is proud of your new discovery.

“I think you understand what it means to keep people safe. I’m really proud of you (Y/N).” He gives you a hug and you laugh.

“Of course you would be, old man.”

Clark is laughing too.

~~~

You've already retired to your home, so the knock at your front door is a surprise.

“I’ll get it!”

You run down to the front door as your parents are busy in the kitchen.

Standing outside your door is Lex Luthor. You can’t hide your surprise.

“Mr. Luthor, are you okay, did something else happen?” You step outside, almost inspecting him for injury. He does his best to hide his smile.

“I’m okay. Completely unharmed thanks to you.”

Your cheeks flush a bit.

“If you all keep praising me like this I’ll get a big head.”

Lex gives a little laugh.

“We wouldn’t want that.”

It’s nice to see that he’s fine, along with everyone else who was in the Talon.

“I just came to say thank you for the save. It seems Clark has a knack for meeting good people.” You smile at Lex’s compliment.

“You’re welcome. I’m glad you’re okay.”

He raised a brow, and you’re quick to cover up those words.

“I-I mean everyone you know. I’m glad everyone is okay!” You wince at how that sounds. Lex is still wearing a small smile. He takes a step closer, leaning down and planting a kiss on your cheek. You just sort of stare at him. When he pulls away, he smirks.

“Have a good night (Y/N).”

“Y-You too..”

Lex turns heading to his car, and you give a little wave as he pulls out of your driveway.

Damn, well looks like you had a crush now.

~Three Months Later~

“Hey Leo, my mom said to drop these off.” You placed the boxes of pie on the counter at the Talon. 

“Thanks (Y/N.).” You were wearing a smile, and Leo raised a brow. 

“What?” You ask with a giggle. 

“Nothing, it’s just that there’s something different about you. There’s this glow about you.” 

Leo didn’t delve any further, he just passed you the money for the pies. 

“See you around Kent.” It was a playful jest. You just slipped the money in your pocket, watching as Leo walked away. 

“Smallville!!” 

You groaned at the male that just walked in. 

“What do you want Levi? I’m not helping you sneak into another building for a story.” 

“Come on, it could be fun. Don’t be a killjoy.” He persisted to ruffle your hair, in which you took a step back with an unamused look. 

“Fine, suit yourself. I guess I’ll just have to ask my dear old cousin Calvin.” 

“No complaints here.” He nudged your shoulder for good measure before he was off to terrorize some other poor soul. You just looked down at your watch. 

“Crap!” 

You’d promised Lex you’d help him with the layout for his new foundation. 

You weren’t sure what had happened in that little loop you were stuck in with Lex, but he was a bit different. It’s been almost three months and Smallville has returned to normal. Well, as normal as it could get you supposed. You were starting your freshman year of college. Calvin was pursuing his dreams at the Daily Planet, while commuting at college. Levi was still running a muck. 

Lex..he’d devoted his wealth to starting small non profit organizations. Helping people. His new perspective had given jobs to countless people who were affected by the closing of the plant. Of course Lionel wasn’t altogether thrilled with his son’s new vision, but he never outwardly stopped him. So maybe there was hope for Lionel yet. 

Nothing had changed drastically except maybe your feelings. 

Lately just being close to Lex would make your heart rate increase. There were times where you caught yourself stealing little glances. Or your gaze would linger a little longer than necessary. 

It was unusual. You’d known him for so long. He’d always been special to you. Yet, this felt different. Almost like there was a blank area that your brain couldn’t fill. 

“Just stop thinking about it.” 

The more you tried, the less it made sense, so you decided to just forget about it. The second you were outside in a more secluded area, you grin, taking off. 

The feel of wind brushing your face so quickly always brought that rush. The next time your feet stopped, you were standing in Lex’s mansion. 

A few of his papers flew by, and you sent an apologetic smile. 

“How many times have I told you that’s dangerous (Y/N). What if someone had seen you?” 

“Sorry, forced habit.” 

“Don’t make me tell Mr. Kent.” You gasped dramatically. 

“You wouldn’t tell my father. The betrayal!” 

You dropped onto the chair next to his desk, and he merely smiled. 

Lex went back to work, scribbling on documents, sorting stacks that you’d so graciously messed up. You slid the chair around the table to peek at his work.

“What are you working on?” 

“There’s a fundraiser in Metropolis in two weeks. All profits go to helping  patients affected by the meteor shower. “

 Lex was still invested in his work. You couldn’t help but spot the wallpaper on his computer. An older image of the both of you. 

Moments like this are what seem to make your heart swoon as of late. 

You bit your lip, watching him completely invested in his task. You felt lucky that no one else was this close to Lex. You’d seen some of the women he’d dated in the past. Safe to say you knew you were far from his usual type. You looked down at your clothes. 

Your taste hadn’t changed that much. You still wore an assortment of red and blue shirts, plaid  and jackets. It must have been the farmer in you. 

That was incurable. 

“What do you think?” 

Lex’s eyes were now directed at you, and you straightened in the chair, meeting those beautiful blue orbs. Lex couldn’t help but be distracted by the look you wore. He lectured himself not to rush it. Your memories of your time in that reality were gone. The last thing he wanted was to scare you away. He was patient. He figured that if this was meant to happen, then it should play out naturally. That’s why when he caught you staring at him a little longer than usual, he had to exercise control. 

However, he wasn’t sure how much he had left. 

He didn’t move, and neither did you. He debated on moving back, maybe giving you a chance to collect yourself. But when you started to lean in slowly, he told himself not to move a muscle. If anyone needed to make this decision, it was you. He wanted to be sure that this was something you wanted. Too many times he’d been selfish and rushed in. This time he would do it right. 

Your lips pressed to his so softly that he felt like he imagined it. Your eyes were tightly shut. Like you were afraid that if you opened them, this would all be gone. Lex’s shoulders relaxed, and the papers before him were the least of his problems. The minute he tried to reciprocate, you pulled away. 

Alarm was written all over your face as you stumbled out of the chair. Lex stood, quick to assure. 

“(Y/N) it’s okay I-” 

“I’m sorry!!” 

You bolted before he could say much more, his files once again a mess of paper on the floor from the wind. 

Lex basically sped out of the truck, rushing to the door.

Dashing inside, he saw someone stand at the entrance. Jonathan and Martha were in the living room. They all turned. The second you turned around, Lex felt all his fears just release. He ran over, pulling you into his arms.

“You’re okay.”

It was a sigh of relief. When he felt you gently push him back, he looked down. Only to meet the look of confusion.

“Do I know you?”

Lex’s smile dropped almost immediately, and Clark finally walked in.

“She was at the door. We thought she just got lost but then we saw her and we knew.”

It was hard to ignore the resemblance. You and Clark could have been siblings.

Lex released you, taking a step back.

You didn't recognize him.

“It wasn’t supposed to be like this..”

All for nothing.

He felt like he’d robbed you of a future. Because you’d done all this for him, and now you may never remember your true life. He’d promised Jonathan he would bring you back, but he couldn’t. Lex staggered, moving to the counter to balance himself. He released a breath, straightening as he headed for the door. Clark didn’t even stop him, because nothing he could say would help.

This was so far out of his control.

He stumbled outside, moving towards the barn. He needed to be alone to figure out what the next step was, but for now, maybe all he needed was rest. Lex ventured to the loft, walking lazily up the stairs.

He didn’t even make it to the couch. He dropped right there on the floor. His shoulders shook as he let the exhaustion finally take its toll. Right there, he cried. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d ever felt this vulnerable. This entire situation had been one trip after the other. He was tired.

Of everything.

Proving he was a good person in his world.

Proving he was worthy to Jonathan in yours.

Fighting to show that his mistakes were what he’d learned from. He could change. He had. It felt like he did when he saw you. When he met you.

When you rebelled against your family to prove that Lex Luthor was not some monster that couldn’t be trusted.

“This is strange.”

Lex jumped at the voice. Because he knew this voice. His head whipped up, and right before him stood a blond male.

Older.

Wiser from what he could tell.

“Kal-El is capable of a lot, but never have I seen entire realities alter. Their journey is to be protectors of earth. Saviors.”

Lex’s shoulders dropped.

“Do you know who I am?”

“Of course I do. You’re Jor-El. It’s your fault we’re in this mess in the first place. You’re trivial tests and games. Why couldn’t you see that she was already following that path!! All she’s ever done was protect the people on this planet!”

“But love makes her weak, human.”

“OF COURSE IT DOES!!”

Lex was furious.

“It’s because of her humanity that she’s able to help people. (Y/N) risks her life every single day to help complete strangers. Believe it or not it’s those humans in there that raised her that way. Do you think she would have been so willing if she’d been abandoned? Humanity is corrupted, I’m proof of that, but she wasn’t. There are good people in this world. People worth taking a chance on, saving. Not that you would understand. You’re hell bent on forcing her through this destiny. This faith that you’ve decided.” Lex’s fist balled on the floor.

“I doubt you’d understand.” Lex turned his head, but when he looked, Jor-El was gone. He huffed out a bitter laugh.

“Great, now I’m hallucinating.”

Lex picked himself off the ground slowly. Dropping onto the couch. He was fresh out of ideas. He had no way to get you back.

“I’m sorry.”

It was a meek voice, at the staircase. There you stood, looking guilty for something that was out of your control. You hadn’t moved from the spot, and Lex slid his suit jacket off, running his hands over his face.

“It’s not your fault.”

How could he blame you?

You walked up the remainder of steps, still standing at a distance. Lex was still going through his bout of self loathing.

“This person, the one who you all know, you guys cared about her.” Lex turned his head.

“You. We all care about you.”

You shook your head.

“But I’m not her. I don’t remember being her. But that guy inside there he’s my brother. He has to be. That means those people are his parents. How does that happen? How does someone forget their whole family?” You took a seat right next to Lex.

“All I remember is waking up in the middle of the street. I barely recall getting to this barn. I just walked here because it felt right. I felt like I had to be here. That’s crazy right. I must be going crazy.”

“It’s not crazy.”

If he couldn’t get you back home, the least he could do was assure you that you weren’t losing your mind. He looked down at your hand. Hesitantly, he reached down, gently holding your hand. When you didn’t pull away, Lex’s eyes met yours.

“I don’t understand this, why do I feel like I can trust you..I barely know you.”

You were scared, rightfully so. Lex wanted nothing more than to tell you that everything would be okay. But he knew better. This wasn’t a situation where being hopeful would solve it. The only faith he was willing to accept, is one where he ended up with you. His body turned slowly, and he could see the way you swallowed when his free hand reached up and brushed your hair behind your ear. Your cheeks were glowing a shade of red now.

He should have stopped, that much he was aware of. But looking at you, he couldn’t help it. Maybe if he’d been more honest with himself, this would have played out differently.

“I’m sorry I can’t get you home, but I promise I’ll always protect you.”

Your heart was strumming a mile a minute in your chest at how strong his gaze was. You couldn’t find it in yourself to look away. You were hypnotized.

“You..love me?”

Lex smiled at the bashful way your eyes darted around after you’d asked the question. It was strangely comforting.

“I do. I love you (Y/N).”

Your eyes watered, and Lex was caught off guard when you closed the distance, kissing him with so much merit for someone who had very little memories. His hand slid down your cheek as he pulled you as close as your bodies would allow. This is what he’d been longing for his whole life. It felt so amazing.

“I love you too, Lex.”

There was a whisper of your voice, and he pulled back. You wore a brilliant smile, and soon the room was becoming enveloped by a light, he recognized.

“I’ll leave my daughter in your hands.”

It was Jor-El.

For the first time, Lex didn’t feel afraid of what was waiting, because the light before him felt so warm.

Inviting.

He could still feel you, all around him.