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Thank you so so so so much the two of you who sent asks! I love them no matter what but it was very helpful for getting me out of my disassociating episode and back feeling like myself and in control of my body :))
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Thank you so so so so much the two of you who sent asks! I love them no matter what but it was very helpful for getting me out of my disassociating episode and back feeling like myself and in control of my body :))
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any other systems have unnamed alters and just wake up having lost massive spans of time that you can only recognize by virtue of their absence
sorry i don't draw any more
i am completely incapable of being creative without an overwhelming sense of disgust at the fact that i exist outside of text on a screen
*me after every day*: what was that all about????
To all the maladaptive daydreamers and disassociatiors in general, how do ya'll feel when you snap back into reality for a moment? Cuz I personally feel terrible to be honest, cuz suddenly I remember all the responsibilities I have, all the things I still need to do in my life, I think about the future and about what's gonna happen and about how I need to do certain things such as finishing my studies etc. And I start overthinking about this world, about life, and then slowly I will suddenly start feeling trapped, or feel like this all isn't real, and I generally become emotionally numb. So as someone who has maladaptive daydreaming, I really don't like reality, I really don't like it when I snap back into reality, I just want to stay in my head, in my comfort zone (although it's not always that comforting) and just keep on dreaming and forget about everything serious in this life.
So I'm really curious about the experience of other people since I don't know many people who disassociate, so if anyone likes to share their experiences, comment or repost! Thanks!
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i just got a really strong sense of déjà vu
that was... weird
about a year ago, for a few months, i'd get déjà vu alll the time, often for things that didn't even make sense to have it for, like things i know i haven't seen before
it mostly stopped for a while tho
hopefully it isn't back like it was before. it was very disorienting and made me feel unreal