#leugh

Can you imagine how horrified other alien species would be when they found out about sunburns? And then after a few days of your skin being painful, it starts to PEEL OFF BECAUSE OF THE RADIATION FROM OUR SUN???

How do you just deal with a situation that feels like an atomic bomb went off in your head? Your lost and confused, you want to give up. On one hand is the decision everyone expects you to make, to be who they want. But, then theres something different, something difficult that you feel you have to do. But thinking about it all makes you sick to your stomach and like you can't breathe. Because in one form or another both options are unthinkable..

I'm crying again, why can't I just die already? Can I die from a broken heart? It sure feels like it. I hate everything, I can't go on like this. Everything reminds me of you. You can't block me out of your life forever. My room is filled of memories of you. All the pictures and things painted on my walls. I hate my life, seriously. I'm falling apart here. Wait- I've already fallen apart. I'm broken, shattered, and a complete disaster. I really fucking love you. Two years we were together, and you just end it and not feel one ounce of pain. You already have feelings for someone else. How do you do that? How could you? You fell out of love with me? You don't fall out of love so easy, I bet you were never in love with me at all.