#less thinking

I just have to remember that life is what you make it to be. If i wake up and decide to grumble and look at everything like there is something wrong then i will be in a bad mood the whole day.

The thing is, it’s hard to wake up and want to be positive and remain positive. It’s hard to go to work or school trying to be happy when you’ve spent atleast an hour trying to scrape yourself of your mattress from an awful night beforehand.

However, if I decide that i will not give in to bad habits and will try my best to look at everything with a positive attitude than it will have a positive effect on my mood more often than not.

“Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it"

- Charles R. Swindoll

Thinking positivity helps your outlook on life & genuinely does help things a lot. Thinking negatively does not benefit you in any way. For me, it’s my go-to. I wake up and instantly I can see all the downsides to most things. I’m a pessimist to the highest level, & I can’t see it changing anytime soon unless I actually do something about it.

I think that the less I think about how make a piece of art the better it goes. I think if I research it to pieces, picking apart the various techniques then I get lost in the how to do it and loose the joy of just doing it. If I mess up and have to start again, well then, it won’t be the first time. Maybe I’m just a rule breaker or maybe you can’t teach an old hippie new tricks, whatever, don’t…

Well I still doubt once I a while lmao I'm anxious so I always feel like I am maybe mistaken about 100% of myself and that I'm pretending to be someone I'm not etc, which impacts my view on my sexuality obviously.

It ranges from "maybe I'm bisexual" to "I'm actually a lesbian" lmao but I mean sometimes I'm confused and sometimes I'm less confused and when I actually try to look at the facts, it seems less probable, you know? I seriously questioned myself and tried to look what it would be like to date a woman, and I'm not into it.