Silly Ram Thought!! pt.42!
another ramattramonth prompt. day 15, Nemesis
Dear Lanet,
I don't know how to begin this... It been months since Kings Row, since I was disavowed, since the others abandoned our mission, since your passing... I don't even know why exactly I'm writing this, Perhaps it's a way of processing everything, Aurora is the only one I have left to speak to... I've meditated many times on all this but it doesn't seem to be helping, writing can't make anything worse, I suppose.
The weight of your death sits heavy on my shoulders, my friend, truly I did not mean for things to go so wrong. I don't know if you would believe me, Lanet, but I did care about you. Your eye for design was so much greater than mine, you were truly an amazing engineer. I still have all your manuscripts, all your blueprints and designs. I'm currently working on getting them all functional, your slicers, the stalkers, everything. Had I listened when you told me to not reuse Anubis's designs, perhaps you would've survived. I rethink that choice daily.
I found the page you left for me in your notes, the modifications you designed. It will be a painful process, trial and error, but I will go through with it. This "Nemesis Form" you've conjured up, as well as all the other modifications. I can say You truly were a genius, my friend. Your designs will no go unused, your memory will not be forgotten, and your death will not be in vain. I've decided that moving forward all Null Sector Troops will don that purple shade you were so fond of, as will I. I view it as a way to carry you with me and not forget that, as nameless had told me countless times, I am responsible for your death.
I just hope that wherever you are inside the Iris, that you may perhaps forgive me. My actions do not make up for the loss, but freedom comes at a cost... I hope you're able to understand my position.
-Ramattra.
