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My first public drawing under @natstky, for New Year's 2023 (made in 2022 though).
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My first public drawing under @natstky, for New Year's 2023 (made in 2022 though).
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Salvi-Nahua Hatsune Miku in Indigenous Kwajkwachti đ©”
Something I made for IWD back in 2023 under @natstky, when I was figuring out my own style.
Se Takwikalis pal Usumajti (Un Canto para Usumajti)
Taja senpa tinemi tiktzutzuna ne wewet
Titechsalua ken tunojnoymet tatzumaket tukwejkwey wan muchi tukwajwach
Muchi silyut muululua iwan ukseyuk wan ukseyukÂ
Titechmachtia ken tikchiwat tajtasalulis
Ipanpa tuikmanmiakwan
Ipanpa tumiakwan ka nemit pal witzet
Muchi tejemet tinemit nin an
Tik ne sentaluyan ka taja tikchijki
Taja tikujtichijtuk pal tutasalulis
Wewetiani Usumajti
Naja nikneki nimumachtia muwan uksenpa
Iwan nutzuntekunluyan yankwik
Nukustuskia nimijtutia intek nimuishpinawa
Muwewet nechchiwa nikneki nimijtutia
Nimuneki niktamakishtia ka nuijiyu
Niknekiskia nimutalia nitzunhejekat uksenpa
Niknekiskia nikmakilia nuweyka ka nuikmanmiakwan
Nikpeluas tuteupan uksenpa pal anmejemet
Iwan ne tapalewilis ipal nunelwat, Usumajti
Ma shipanukan nupal
Nimetzinneki nej nuwan tik nutejtemikilis mujmusta
Nej, tiwelit tikchiwat tunejmachnemiluyanÂ
Sujsul padiush nunelwat, Usumajti
Taja senpa tinemis nin tuwan
Senpa nemis se tasalulisÂ
Tu siempres estas tocando el tambor
Tu nos conectas como nuestrxs abuelxs cosĂan nuestros refajos y toda nuestra ropa
Cada hilo enrollandose con otro y otro
Nos enseñas cómo crear las conexiones
Sobre nuestras familias antiguas
Sobre nuestras familias del futuro
Todes estamos aquĂ ahora
En el espacio que tu creaste
Tu abriste el camino para nuestra conexiĂłn
Tamborista Usumajti
Yo quiero estudiar contigo de nuevo
Con mi nuevo espacio interno
Me gustarĂa bailar sin avergonzarme
Tu tambor me hace querer bailar
Necesito liberar a mi espĂritu
Quisiera ponerme loca de nuevo
Quisiera entregar mi cuerpo a mis ancestres
Abriré nuestro templo de nuevo para ustedes
Con la ayuda de mi raĂz, Usumajti
Que pasen por mi
Quiero a ustedes ahĂ conmigo en mis sueños todos los dĂas
AhĂ, podemos crear nuestro espacio de pazÂ
Muchisimas gracias mi raĂz, Usumajti
Vos siempre estarĂĄs aquĂ con nosotres
Siempre existirĂĄ una conexiĂłn
Se Takwikalis pal ne Siwanawal (Un Canto para la Siguanaba)
Shinechmaka mutayektenewalisÂ
Siwanawal, Siwanawal
Nimuneki niknamiki uksenpa nutaishkejketzalisÂ
Ma nuapan mutalua uksenpa
Ma nuapan mutalua uksenpa
Nikneki nejmachnemilis tik nuweyka, SiwanawalÂ
Nikitas ne tunalku shuchikisa tik tuteupan
Nimetztajtani, nimetztajtaniÂ
Mutapalewilis, mutapalewilis
Timetztajtanit, timetztajtanitÂ
Mutapalewilis, mutapalewilisÂ
Metzkakit pal ne kojtanÂ
Metzkakit pal ne weytechanÂ
Siwanawal, Siwanawal
Tik ne mijmishti nimetzitaÂ
Siwanawal, Siwanawal
Nimetzita tik ne ishkalyu nunoyaÂ
Senpa nipashalua muwan, Siwanawal
Taja ne tawil tik nukunyua
Taja ne tawil tik nukunyua
Naja ni siwayulu wan tesutakatsiwayuluÂ
Ma nuijiu patani ka ne sentalÂ
Ma nuijiu patani ka ne sentalÂ
Shitechmaka mutayektenewalisÂ
Siwanawal, Siwanawal
Tutechan shuchikisa kenhaya ken ne Nawat
Tutechan shuchikisa kenhaya ken ne Nawat
Nimetzsentasujta Siwanawal
Titechpalewia senpa wan tikpalewia ka Nunantal
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu tinesit
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu titzajtzitÂ
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu tichukatÂ
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu tipakitÂ
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu tijiumikitÂ
Tinemi nej keman ne sijsiwayulu timikit
Nimuyawalua iwan nukweyÂ
Ika mutasujtalis nechmaka ne tay nimunekiÂ
Pal nina ka nimutasujtaÂ
Nimusentasujta
Sujsul padiush ka taja
Nunan, Siwanawal
Dame tu bendicion
Siguanaba, Siguanaba
Necesito encontrar de nuevo mi imaginaciĂłn
Que mi rĂo fluya de nuevo
Que mi rĂo fluya de nuevo
Quiero paz en mi cuerpo, Siguanaba
Veré el verano florecer en nuestro templo
Yo te pido, yo te pido
Tu ayuda, tu protecciĂłnÂ
Te pedimos, te pedimos
Tu ayuda, tu protecciĂłn
Te escuchan por el campo
Te escuchan por la ciudad
Siguanaba, Siguanaba
En las nubes yo te veo
Siguanaba, Siguanaba
Te veo en el rostro de mi abuela
Siempre paseo contigo, Siguanaba
Sos la luz en mi oscuridad
Sos la luz en mi oscuridad
Yo soy mujer trans y no binario
Que mi espĂritu vuele por los cosmos
Que mi espĂritu vuele por los cosmos
Denos tu bendicion
Siguanaba, Siguanaba
Nuestro pueblo florece igualmente como el nĂĄhuat
Nuestro pueblo florece igualmente como el nĂĄhuat
Te amo eternamente Siguanaba
Nos ayudas siempre y proteges a la Madre Tierra
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans nacemos
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans gritamos
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans lloramos
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans sonreĂmos
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans gemimos
EstĂĄs allĂ cuando las mujeres trans morimos
Giro con mi refajo
Porque tu amor me da lo que necesito
Para decir que yo me amo
Me amo eternamente
Muchas gracias a ti
Mi madre, SiguanabaÂ
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Yek Anwalajtiwit Uksenpa!!
Oooof itâs been a really long time since I posted here lol And what a hot mess I was when I did, still am though tbh. Well I wanted to share a little bit of family history before I posted two prayers I wrote in Nawat and Spanish dedicated to la Siguanaba and the nawal Bâatz/Usumajti. Iâve been trying for years now to learn my family history through conversations with family members that I have access to as a trans woman. From what Iâve been able to gather I can say that I am an Afro-Guanaca. On my momâs dadâs side our family is frorm Santa Ana, around the areas of Comecayo and Chalchuapa. My papa Pablo, my mom, my tia Betty, and my brother all have afros. We know that his family were wealthy landowning cafetaleros, which is something that is odd considering his families afro-descendance, I do think it came from his momâs side though. My mama Eva and her family all worked on their cafetal in Comecayo, however her family had lived in Armenia, Sonsonate, El Matazano, Santa Ana and her momâs family is possibly from Mercedes Umaña, Usulutan. Her ancestry is very confusing. Sheâs mentioned to me before that her mom spoke another language and that it wasnât Nawat, she calls it Chapoteco (?) but I canât find any information about that anywhere. The closest Iâve found to that is Choluteca/Chorotega or Zapoteco but tesu nikmati (I donât know). Sheâs told me before that her mom called El Salvador el Wanani or el Guanani, again canât really find anything about that either and she unfortunately doesnât know much else about it. Both her and my papa Pabloâs indigenous ancestries are pretty unknown, most words we use in our Spanish though do come from Nawat. We could be Poqomam, Nawat, Lenca or even Ulua considering the only place Iâve ever seen the word Wanani was in an article written about the Miskitu nation as âli-waâ naniâ which was translated to âthe evil spirits living under the waterâ. The only conclusion I can come to is that, including my dadâs familial history which I can talk about in another post, theyâre from Cabañas (San Isidro and Sensuntepeque), is that with both families being familias campesinas itâs really really hard to find out about our ancestors without connections to our elders. I only have my mama Eva that I can talk to, all of my other grandparents have already passed on and never really had these conversations with my parents or their siblings, also taking into consideration levels of trauma that prevented them from having these kinds of relationships (La Matanza and the War, gender and class violence). I do have my mama Evaâs sister who I can talk to hopefully some day if my mom wants to let them in on the family secret that Iâm trans, and hopefully I can talk with my dadâs dadâs brother someday too. Connecting with ancestors through language is something that is really close to me and important to me when writing, these messages are intended to be taken to them, for them to continously guide me. I hope they may channel that for you as well <3 I also wanna add for anyone that sees this that Iâm part of a Trans and NonBinary Nawat language school started by my friend Petrona and our friends and elders from Witzapan called Tamachtiluyan Shuchikisa an ne Nawat, feel free to send me a DM if youâre interested in taking classes!!
too lazy to log onto my main hsdjshjkda ;; hereâs a doodle for @sonrisx / @kuskatan cause kathy deserves itÂ
i guessed on her color palette SRry i couldnt find the one i swore i saved ??????
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â: What is their typical response to being given orders?
Reluctance and laziness. He hates doing things, especially when he doesnât want to.
âą: Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown.
Being hurt, dying, abandoned. Those around him turning on him and hurting him. Those in the past who have hurt him hurting him again. Anyone close to him dying; losing himself and losing those he loves is big to him, heâs afraid of it more than anything. While thereâs many things that make him upset, those close to him mean everything to him, even if he may not show that constantly, he couldnât survive without them.
â: Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they?
He has in the past, and before heâs had much more intrusive and self-destructive thoughts than he does now. A lot of things did and could cause him to think of it. In the past it was war, abandonment, and loneliness. And now it could be those same things.
â€: Describe a physical action that shows complete trust.
If heâs relaxed around you, not tensed and scowling constantly (if he just looks grumpy that doesnât count itâs basically his default), it means he obviously trusts you.
â„: Describe a verbal way they would express complete trust.
If heâs not really insulting you constantly and joking with you more, and you know, not being 100% grumpy. He trusts you and likes you.