Chapter 12 of WHITE DAYS is out!
But I’m straight, he tells himself, I’m not interested in love.
Kim laughs. It would be easier if that were so. All his life Kim has been telling himself this. It’s easier to rule Bangkok without these complications. Just look at his brothers. They’ve both abandoned themselves to love—and look how much suffering it caused them. Kim’s hold on life has been too flimsy to allow that same fate.
No, he tells himself that night, as he scrubs every inch of himself in the cold shower. I don’t want Porchay. I care for him; that’s all. It was a good fuck—nothing more. I helped my friend. That’s it.
All this in the bleakness of the bathroom seems very logical.
But being logical doesn’t make things right. And nothing on God’s earth can make it right.
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