12:56am.

those white digital numbers stared at you as you turned your phone on. looking away as soon as you see your lockscreen. your heart clenched as you find your eyes moistened for what seemed like the 100th time just tonight. thoughts filled with what you did wrong, how you were an awful girlfriend, the cause of your three year boyfriend to cheat.

about four hours ago, you were in your apartment getting ready to go out for dinner with your lovely boyfriend. it was just a simple outing, the two of you have been so busy with school and work that once the weekend rolled around you suggested to go out for dinner. it took a bit of convincing at first but he agreed as well as setting the time and place.

everything was fine.

so why. why are you at a lowly bar crying and drinking? oh right. because when he left you waiting at the restaurant for forty-five minutes with no call or text you were worried, like any good girlfriend would be.

pulling into his apartment building you saw his car which further hinted to your confusion, using the spare key you have you hesitantly opened the door hoping that nothing was wrong. you were worried sick that something may have happened to your boyfriend, you canceled your saturday movie night with your best friend, jungkook for the dinner with your boyfriend.

“honey? are you home?” your voice rang out in what you thought was an empty apartment, no sign of him anywhere. “hone-” your voice catching itself in its throat. no, maybe you misheard… that wasn’t.

“ah yes, don't stop.” an unknown woman's voice pierced your ears confirming the suspicion in your head. your wet cheeks was the only thing that brought you back to reality. firming your hand against your throat you ripped your necklace that he had given you for your birthday, letting the pearls scatter throughout the floor. one last look around the apartment that you’d be damned to see again, pulling out your phone clicking the “block” button you turn to the door slamming it with all your strength.

you wanted to call jungkook and tell him all about your dick of a boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend now. but you couldn’t, you canceled your plans tonight with him and you don’t want him to feel like a second option. and well you really didn’t have any other friends to turn to, well none that actually cared enough about your feelings so, what did you turn to? the thing that you knew wouldn't let you down.

-

“another drink miss?” the bartender brought you out of your night replaying in your head. “no thanks, i think this” you say, mentioning the glass in your hand, “will be my last one.” the bartender just looks at you and shrugs moving on to his next customers. you weren’t drunk you wanted to remember some things but you definitely weren't sober, just buzzed enough to numb your pain, even by a little.

“you ladies better watch out, there’s been vampire sightings out here.” you overhear a very drunken man say to two girls that were across from you at the bar. “oh, well maybe i want to get bitten by a hot sexy vampire!” she drunkenly states giggling to her friend.

the whole conversion made you cringe but you’ve also heard about these vampire sightings at first you didn’t believe it. but it’s been months and there’s still reports growing now more than ever, so sure you were a bit skeptical but you had your guard up.

drinking the last of your contains your lazily get off the stool, closing your open tab with the bar. pulling down your dress you made your way to the door, stepping outside breathing in the fresh air you open your phone to call a cab.

“hey beautiful, where you off to?” you resist the urge to roll your eyes, being much too tired from crying, you decided to not answer.

looking up you see two men looking directly at you, sudden fear washes over you as you notice there was no one is around, sure you could run back inside you aren’t that far from the door. turning your heel you start fast walking to the door just to run into a chest, looking up you see one of the men who was definitely not there before, “how…” you began to ask just as you felt a sharp pain through your shoulder, “what the fuck?” did this man just cut you?

“yeah the bar is right around this corner!” some voices broke the silence, to your dismay you were pulled away into an alleyway. “hurry up and suck her blood. we don't have much time there’s people coming.” what. there’s no way. “right, hey now no need to look so scared. i’ll make it as painless as possible.”

“in your dreams asshole.” you say mustering up all your strength and kicking him as you attempt to run out of the alleyway, “somebody help!” and that’s as far as you got before you're slammed against the brick wall, “do that again and you are dead, you hear me?!” tears filling up your eyes you simply nod, seriously fuck your boyfriend for putting you in this mess. “don’t cry, heh you smell so delicious that i’ll forgive you.” feeling him near your shoulder you brace yourself for the worst.

suddenly the man is ripped off of you and thrown to the ground, “don’t you ever lay your hands on her!” a voice, a voice you know all too well made you look up, “jungkook?” eyes glazed over you can barely see him but one thing you do notice is the piercing red eyes that stare back at you. “dude let’s go, there's no point now.” and with that the men disappear to the end of the alley.

“those bastards.” jungkook says getting ready to chase after them, “jungkook no it’s o-okay.” you choke down a sob, what a night. “oh beautiful.” he says wiping your tears, “i thought you were having dinner tonight? what are you doing here and at this hour?” you look up into his eyes, still red but much lighter than before. “jungkook?” for some reason you already know the answer but you want the confirmation, “are you um…”

“a vampire? yeah.” his answer, simple. “are you scared now? i’m sorry i didn’t tell you before-”

“jungkook.”

“-i was just worried that you wouldn’t be friends with me and.”

“jungkook shut up before i kiss you.” you say rolling your eyes once he stops and stares at you like a deer caught in headlights, “and no i’m not scared because i know it’s you. but i know… jungkook, what are you doing?” your breath hinges as he gets close to your shoulder resting his head against it. “jungkook?” you ask a bit more worried.

“fuck.”

“excuse me? jungkook, seriously what’s wrong with you?” you say moving up as he grabs you keeping you in place. “fuck yn just don’t move.” he says taking in a deep breath letting out a chuckle, “well that bastard was right about something, you do smell delicious.” his red eyes meeting yours again.

after staring into each other you were the one to break the silence “we broke up.” you say eyes not once leaving his, saying this surprised yourself but you couldn't care. “he, uh he cheated on me.”

“yeah? now why would he be so stupid to cheat when he had you? anyways, it's his loss.” he glances down to your lips before back into your eyes. you had to admit you always had feelings for jungkook but he was your best friend and way out of your league, but now here he is dressed in all black, wavy hair covering his crimson eyes, looking amazing as ever. “fuck beautiful, i know this is not a good time but fucking hell do i want to taste you.” he says practically growling.

your eyes widened at this did he mean your blood leaking out of your shoulder or something else? blushing at the thought, jungkook raises an eyebrow at you almost as if knowing what you are thinking and calming says, “well there's a couple of things i want to taste.”

“do it, taste me jungkook.” if his eyes could get anymore red they just did, they were glowing. “fuck, do you even know what you are doing to me?" he says grinding into you earning a whine from you. "not here, my place or yours?” he says caressing the hem of your dress.

your mind was foggy, were you really about to do something with jungkook, your best friend? but that didn’t stop you from answering, “yours.”

-

two weeks. it’s been two weeks since the dating ban had been lifted off your boyfriend’s group. you two always somehow made it work - dating each other in secret and now you both can go out publicly which lead you to this late night conversation with your boyfriend.

eating a tub of ice cream, wearing your boyfriend’s hoodie you listen to him ramble on, “don’t you think that would be nice yn?”

“hm?” you respond not hearing what the first half of his sentence was. he rolls his eyes and continues. “i want you to meet the rest of my group.” you finally tear your eyes away from the tub of ice cream and unto your boyfriend’s eyes. “wait really?” of course you know his members and they knew of you but they didn’t know you.

the only time you saw them was when you and jungwon lost track of time when you came to visit the dorms, and well sunoo caught the two of you cuddling. but of course he didn’t tell a soul - that was about two months ago, before the dating ban was lifted.

“yes of course! i want you to officially meet them!”

-

and so that brings you to today you and jungwon were standing in the common room of the dorms waiting for the others to return.

“jungwon do i look okay?” you said smoothing down your outfit with your palms.

jungwon stares at you for a moment before making you look at him. "now are you dressing up for them or for me?” a smirk ties his lips as you give him a knowing look “you obviously.” you replied.

jungwon smiles down at you, "well... you look pretty always." he pulls you closer to him placing a soft kiss unto your lips. as you placed your hands against his chest melting into the kiss.

click.

the front door swings open and the rest of the members are meet with you and jungwon, connected by the mouth.

whistles and gasps were heard from the others as you were now pulling away from you lover, cheeks blushed trying to compose yourself looking over to your boyfriend.

clearing his throat jungwon starts “um hey guys this is yn… my girlfriend.” his hand placed the side of his head looking bashful.

the boys responded to a “hello yn” in unsion. as the boys poured into the common room everyone doing what they would when they got home - some going to their rooms, some beelining to the kitchen. jungwon was having a conversation with niki when you felt a tap on your shoulder.

“hey ynnn!” jake was beside you poking your shoulder, “how long have you and jungwon…?”

you smile “about a year and a half now.” jake looks into your eyes as he hums. “well i’ll be damned - who knew our jungwon has such a pretty girlfriend.”

before jake could do or say anything else you were pulled into jungwon’s arms as he kisses your forehead. “back off jake.” he looks warningly to the older.

jake just smiles and shrugs before adding “see you later yn~” before disappearing into his room.

looking up to your bjoyfriend he was already looking at you, shaking your head reassuring your boyfriend that there was nothing to worry about.

jungwon on the other hand was making a mental note that he was going to buy you necklace with his name on it so everyone knew, you were not available.

“why don’t you just tell him you don’t like him? easy.” your friend soojin says as she stuffs more salad in her mouth.

“it’s not that simple soojin, this is heeseung we’re talking about. lee fucking heeseung, sweet doe eyed heeseung. i can’t just reject him.” heeseung has been your friend since elementary and only a month into senior year of high school he decided to confess his feelings to you. you weren't just going to reject him - you loved him, but you just didn't see him in that way and it wasn’t fair to you or him to ruin the friendship over something as silly as a crush.

“i guess you’re right - but hey, i’m sure we’ll think of something. have you seen him since?”

heeseung was super sweet about it - saying that he had to meet with you before school today but what you didn’t expect was for him to say that he had a bit of a crush on you with his eyes full of hope and a blush tinting his cheeks. how could you possibly say that you didn't feel the same way when he was basically giving you puppy dog eyes.

“no, i haven’t but i panicked and may or may not have told him thatihaveaboyfriend.” you said the last part rushed hoping soojin wouldn’t push the topic further as you bit into your watermelon. soojin raised her eyebrow to you. “uh, yn i’m gonna need you to say that again, slower.”

you sighed but gave in, “i kinda told him that i have a boyfriend.” you said as you sunk in your shoulders, “soojin what should i do? ugh.” you said stuffing your hands in your face making a dramatic fake cry to which your friend responded to a roll of her eyes.

“wait yn! what was the movie that you watched like two years ago and said how you wanted your high school romance to be like?” you racked your brain to which movie she could possibly be referencing until it clicked.

“uh, she’s all that?” she just looks at you as if you just insulted her in five different languages, “no dummy the one on netflix.” she said as she starts pulling out her phone to try and find the movie she’s thinking about. then it hit you, for real this time.

“ohh, to all the boys i’ve loved before?” you said as you finished your fruit cup.

“yes! that’s the one! yeah, why don’t you just say you have a boyfriend?”

“yeah expect i don’t - ”

“but he doesn’t need to know that, just have someone be your fake boyfriend like in that movie, get yourself a peter kavinsky.” soojin says as she moves her eyebrows up and down. you thought that was one of the most ridiculous ideas she’s ever had - which is saying a lot.

“yeah? and who exactly is going to be my “peter kavinsky?” you said using quotes with your fingers, “besides - heeseung already knows all the guys here and most definitely knows that I’m not involved with any of them.” to this you let out a pout.

“well i’m sure we can find someone - hmmm.” she said as she, what you assumed to be her thinking of a potential fake boyfriend for you. when she looked up at you with a slight smirk, “what about sim jake?” you already felt your heart doing backflips at the sound of his name, jake.

you and him both meet freshmen year in music class, the two of you soon became good friends, you would go to his afterschool soccer practice and he would come to your dance rehearsals, a lot of people, including heeseung thought the two of you were dating but jake was quick, a bit too quick to shut down those rumors. you would be lying if you said that if that didn’t hurt you a bit, you were slowly falling for one of your best friends.

but of course you wouldn’t tell him that, jake, soojin, heeseung, and you were the inseparable group, that was until jake’s parents decided to move into another city in the middle of junior year. the group tried to stay in touch the best they could but it was hard to keep the long distance friendship not to mention that jake got a girlfriend and sort of forgot about the rest of you, so at the moment you felt bittersweet about him - but it’s been almost half a year since you’ve last spoken to him.

“jake - like jake sim, like jake sim with the girlfriend?” you say as you roll your eyes, “i’m not a homewrecker, soojin.”

“you mean ex girlfriend?” soojin said with a grin, “i follow her on instagram and what do you know miss chaeryeong deleted all her pictures with jake and took the “j” and lock emoji from her bio.”

you were surprised that they had broken up. they were definitely that couple that you would go to a high school reunion 20 years later and they would still have been together, they were perfect for each other - everyone said it.

“is that so? well anyways why jake of all people? i haven’t even talked to the guy.” now it was soojin’s turn to be surprised.

“wait what? you haven’t talked to jake?”

“no…” you took a sip of your water. “you have?” you asked soojin with a questioning look. you always thought ever since jake stopped talking to you that he stopped talking to the whole group as well, you thought wrong.

“yeah? he always asks about you too, i would always wonder why he would ask me about you instead of talking to you personally but i’m guessing he cut ties with you?” she asked as her eyes wandered, falling onto heeseung making his way to your cafeteria table.

to say you were feeling jealous and confused was an understatement, he kept contact with soojin? and not with you? did he never like you as a friend and him moving was finally his escape to not having to talk to you anymore? “oh. yeah, me and him stopped talking a while ago. weird that he asks about me though.”

“weird? yn don’t make me laugh. i think jake likes you, i mean it’s obvious he still cares about you and your well-being.” you tried, keyword: tried to suppress the fact that jake could potentially like you, but there’s no way right?

“i don’t think so sooj-”

“yn. did something happen between you and jake?”

you froze. what? why is she asking that? surely she doesn’t know - there’s no way she knows, jake wouldn’t have told her, would he? it’s really not even a big deal. it’s more so the fact that a line was crossed, one that friends should never cross. just as you were about to answer you felt a tap on your shoulder.

“hey yn, hey soojin.” heeseung said giving his typical warm smile. “can i sit with you two? unless you’re talking about girl stuff then yuck no thanks.”

“of course you can heeseung.” you answered, it’s still a bit awkward since he only just confessed to you earlier this morning but it’s almost as if he’s moved on from it, then again you did tell him that you had a boyfriend.

he takes a seat next to you as you ask, “you’re not going to eat?” he simply shakes his head explaining that he’s leaving school early and will just eat then preferring not to eat whatever was today’s school lunch. “so what are you ladies talking about?” he says resting his face in the palm of his hand.

“oh, just about that geometry test we have tomorrow. right yn?” the sound of your name made your eyes widen, why were you so on edge? “y-yep! i’m definitely going to have to study for it tonight.”

the rest of lunch went smoothly as well as the rest of the day, and honestly you haven’t really thought of jak- ahem, him.

-

pulling into the driveway of your house you were sure to lock your car (and triple checking of course, to be absolutely certain it was locked) and made your way inside. your parents were still out of town celebrating their marriage anniversary, they still have a few more days before coming back home. not that you mind having the house all to yourself.

that just leaves you and miles - your orange tabby cat. you served miles and yourself food and made your way into the living room while you mindlessly scrolled on the “what’s new” section of netflix. so filled with whatever show preview you were seeing you didn’t even hear your phone’s ding not until it dinged again shortly after is when you decided to open your messages.

if you fall into a hole and stay there, you would.

staring at the text before you, your mouth hung open, heart beating inhumanly fast, and your food long forgotten.

“this is yn right?”

“it’s jake.”

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