#kasius

just finished writing the draft of chapter 1, gonna review and (probably) post tomorrow. here's a snippet:

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Kasius took a step back. "Hmm… now that you mention it, that would be a pretty picture," he mused.

"What do you mean?" Fitz demanded. Fear stoked in his ribs, but he hoped the hostility in his voice, the insubordiantion, was enough to keep Kasius' attention on him. He tried not to look at Jemma as she crawled closer. A single glance at the wrong second could throw them both into a world of hurt, more than they already were.

"Humble at my feet… begging on hands and knees… A pretty picture, don't you think?"

Before Fitz could reply, Kasius snapped his fingers, and Sinara stepped away from him, the spheres returning to her hand, ready for whatever attack came next. No longer pinned on the wall, Fitz sucked in a full breath of air. It felt so good he nearly forgot where he was. Kasius bore into him with an overwhelmingly neutral expression, and Fitz suddenly realized what he was expected to do.

Without hesitation, Fitz dropped to his knees.

I don't really know where to begin...because I don't really share my spiritual journey on here much anymore. Even in the past I kept a lot private.

But I do talk about my journey as a reality shifter, on my main blog, and since it is now bleeding together (even though yes shifting is a spiritual practice) and some were curious I decided better late than never.

Not going to talk about anything that isn't shifting related though. But my MCU dr is starting to bleed into my cr, on a spiritual level. And what I mean by that is, no it's not psychosis don't even go there..., in The Underworld, the one I connect to anyway, the demons have been fighting these "beings" that look like metal Angels (silver, faceless, slight ability to morph but they're not very good at it yet, large metal "angel" wings) we originally thought they were from Heaven because att when they showed up, a year or two ago, I didn't know anything about shifting.

Recently they showed up again, after appearing in Asmodeus's club clearly after me, so I did a tarot reading to find out why they were here. At first I thought they were connected to my Starseed selves and they are but not via BTS like I thought (it's a long story) although I am fighting them both here, and in my MCUKpop dr.

I'm connected to them because of one of my MCU selves having Kree blood, but in the future we (SHIELD) already took care of The Kree or partly. Although one that's advanced tried to either kill me or subdue me I'm not sure, in a dream but Azrael saved me. (Yes that one)

So how are they getting here? Again not physically on earth but in the underworld. The Multiverse. Everyone in the MCU believes and knows about it, and as there are Hell Dimensions in there world all they had to do was create portals from there realities Hell to this one or use a monolith....Watch Agents of Shield to know what I mean!

Why would they? Well at first I thought it was because of Twin Flames (the fact that I have quite a few in other realities) and they want to gain knowledge & resources about emotions & love because they don't understand it. But taking by force & domination instead of compassion because Kree do not understand feelings!

As the Kree, royal or not, are mostly warriors and militaristic. But they can't figure out a way to get here so they are making these machines instead. Especially going after divine couples because they produce magical or Inhuman children.

I do still believe that, especially if we're talking about Taryan Kasius, but after doing another reading and his son Kassius showing up to me, I also think it's a personal to me.

Turns out I have a past life with Kassius, it wasn't the greatest but we were married (I was Sirian royalty) and I did help heal him and make him realize he's not like his Father. I also worked with or was allies with the demons back then though too and Kassius may have seen my closeness, especially with Asmodeus, as a threat. I believe his family influenced him, lied and said I was cheating on him with Az which was not true then.

Pretty sure Taryan doesn't like me because I made his son too "soft." He is probably the one that brought that shape shifter to kill me or capture idk. Thinking I would blame Kassius. But the Kassius that I have spoken to is either a past or present version and does not give off anything negative, he apologized for what happened in that life and for what may have happened in the MCU future (or an Alt Timeline) He knew that my other selves (Michiru & Lilianne) wouldn't believe him but he's hoping this version of me does. The one that's more connected to my starseed and demon selves.

I'm only hoping I can dissuade him into thinking that Asmodeus and I were anything romantic or sexual in that life and that his perception is wrong. Are we together now? yes...which may be a problem since the aliens, at least The Kree, don't have the best outlook on demons. But I suppose I'll figure that out when we get there, but hopefully they can stop attacking hell to get to me or because Kassius wants to fight Asmodeus....good luck with that.

Kassius has said he's still in love with me and that's why he's been trying so hard, I just feel like he might be jealous that I'm spoused to (this realities) Asmodeus now.

I do have a soft spot for Kassius so would prefer him not to die, the others...idc. Kassius and Sinara are like the expectations, the few good Kree still around. Taryan is like Thanos as far as how he sees' the world tbh. Also The Kree are cousins to the Polarians! (Polarians are way nicer)

But we do have the Alpha Centaurians and (I'm assuming) the Sirians on our side so that's something! Yondu over in my MCU dr has helped us out recently.