#kanadekin

Yuki, Enanan, and Amia should be online soon. We need to work on our next song..

Or, well, we would be. Not in this life, though.

I miss them sometimes.

-Kanade 🎼

Sometimes I’ll reach for my old cane or crutches before I stand up or leave the house, before realizing I don’t actually need them anymore (thank you so so so much for managing to get them for me, Hona-san)

I’ll have to get used to it.

-Kanade (Project Sekai) 🎼

~ Kanade, Project Sekai (#🎧🍰)

canon takeouts:

I really, really, REALLY want my Sekai back. More than anything. It doesn’t matter if it’s the Empty sekai or the Wonderland Sekai- I just want it. I want it back. That was my safe place, being able to go into a little pocket dimension where no one could hurt me. With friends that cared, and people that could work through my problems with me. A safe space to go to. I didn’t always open up to my friends.. but. The times when i did? It was so comforting. To go there mid-panic attack, or breakdown, or just when i needed company. Knowing that as soon as I go there I’ll get a hug and some kind words. Sometimes I forget I don’t have access to it anymore, and it’s just.. the loneliest feeling. I want it back. Please?

-Kanade / Rui (Project Sekai) 🎼🎡

My winter break just ended recently and I’m going back to school. That’s really weird for me because of my current kinshift.

Why do I have to go to school? I’m enrolled online.. I don’t want to go outside. I just want to chat with Amia or Enanan. Yuki will be going to school herself, so she’s not an option…

I miss my past life.

-Kanade (K) 🎼

Home: The idea of “home” changes a lot for me, because I have a lot of different kins. My biggest one is the nation of Sumeru— I’m so much more at ease when exploring the rainforests in Genshin, seeing all the greens and blues, collecting different plants and just seeing the beauty of everything. That’s the Tighnari kin going, but if I’m currently shifted to Rui or Kanade (Project Sekai), I prefer my own bedroom— usually in dim lighting or at night. Night is best. I enjoy using Discord a lot when I’m Kanade. A Ranpo shift (Bungo Stray Dogs) is the hardest, because my idea of “home” then is Yokohama, Japan. And I can’t exactly visit, I live in the US!! I’d love to go there someday, though. That’ll probably awaken a ton of Ranpo memories for me. I look forward to it.

Secrets: I don’t really have that many secrets, at least- that I know of. I still haven’t been able to awaken many memories of my past lives. But one secret is that my canon’s Rui was transmasc! It wasn’t a secret secret, because his parents, Mizuki, Emu, Nene, Tsukasa, Akito, and Ena all knew about it. (Akito told Ena, Rui didn’t tell her himself) But it was also technically a secret because nobody else did.

-current Kanade kin 🎼

i went by it/its and she/her in my canon. Boygirlthing swag I promise.

~ Kanade, Project Sekai (#🎧🍰)

I also know for a fact I will not find anyone who shared memories I've accepted it. I haven't found any content mixing Project Sekai and Homestuck at all, and even then I doubt it'll be like my memories. I never even made a pjsekai-sburb AU that was just the kin gods having a chuckle.

Anyways I'm kinsidering the MSPA reader from hiveswap friendsim- [I am thrown off the stage]

~ Kanade, Project Sekai (#🎧🍰)