May 16, 2020
Intense slowfast energy happening today like wow I am a genius and if you don't agree you are a fool but also wow I am a dumbass piece of shit and everyone hates me
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Intense slowfast energy happening today like wow I am a genius and if you don't agree you are a fool but also wow I am a dumbass piece of shit and everyone hates me
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Youāre starting to get manic so you binge mania videos on YouTube in an effort to convince yourself youāre ānot really going manic because this is what mania looks likeā But every time you tell yourself that your Brain Goes Faster
i donāt know whatās happening and right now iām in the middle of self diagnosing myself, and feeling comfortable with the idea that i might be sick all the sites that iāve seen mention that suicidal thoughts are a very common thing when it comes to the depressive state but i donāt feel suicidal i feel down and sad and helpless and i might hurt myself in other ways (like not putting a blanket on or wearing a jacket when iām shivering because i feel like i donāt deserve it) does it happen to you
Iām not a doctor or professional so please remember that everything I say is based solely on the experiences Iāve had and the wisdom Iāve gained from those experiences.
Personally, Iām very against self diagnosing. Itās impossible for us to not be biased towards ourselves, especially when we arenāt feeling super stable. Thatās why itās important to see a professional that can remain unbiased and can properly assess, diagnose, and treat you. I know not everyone has adequate access to basic mental health care and thatās bs, but Iād encourage you to be very mindful about self diagnosis.
In regards to your version of hurting yourself but not feeling suicidal when depressed, every person is different. Iāve experienced suicidal thoughts during both hypomanic and depressive episodes and Iāve harmed myself during both types of episodes. But Iāve also experienced significant trauma throughout my life and Iām sure thatās definitely impacted those things.
Does anyone else have any thoughts?
-Mod Sarah.
when you can't stop spending money even though that money is the very last paycheck from the job you impulsively quit and you know you're heading for full blown financial destruction but you can't help it because you need all the things
Hi. So I'm not sure how common this is, but I get mixed episodes according to my psychiatrist and my "manic" episodes don't really fit the norm? I get severe anxiety that causes my brain to go into overdrive, I start having paranoid delusions, I have violent intrusive thoughts of self harm (never harming other people, just a constant loop in my brain of suicidal ideation and impulses to bang my head against something). Is this normal? I have some "normal" symptoms but I wanted to ask anyways.
I experience severe anxiety during manic episodes as well. I rarely feel euphoric unless Iām being extremely impulsive. Normally Iām just filled with anxiety and fear and paranoia. So Iād say itās ānormalā, but I think the better definition is valid. What youāre experiencing is super valid and youāre not alone.
Does anyone else have any thoughts about this?
-Mod Sarah.
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that hypomania feel when you just know that you're perfect and nothing you do could ever be wrong so it's really weird that everyone is mad at you now like okay, i'm basically god get over yourselves
When all the pain you had a vanishes and the lack of it is more disturbing than the lack of anger or joy or confusion, and you just want to hurt again because it's feeling and you would do anything to just f e e l.
How would I get a psychiatrist to believe me? I have a baby face and just look super innocent and small and tiny so they tend to look at me like they donāt understand what Iām saying when I try to explain symptoms and experiences. I donāt have a credit card to max out during manic episodes, I donāt do drugs, never been arrested or been hospitalized so they donāt get how I could be manic. But my family has seen me manic. Should I fill out a questionnaire & bring it to them? Iām old enough for dx.
I honestly donāt know. Iād recommend to find a psychiatrist in your area thatās widely respected by teens/young adults because they tend to listen a bit more and look beyond someoneās appearance. But thag might not be helpful in your situation. I donāt know.
Does anyone have any other suggestions or ideas?
-Mod Sarah.