he wrote a really ugly facebook post last night about whatever broken bird has had his attention since he gave up on me (sept 22), including referring to her as a "self-confessed borderline" (a new noun which here means presumably "someone with a diagnosis resulting from childhood trauma who has told me as much, not knowing i am the type to throw it out there are an insult once i'm pissed"), which has gotta be some of the most dehumanizing language i've seen from a supposed ally, and it just... im just really fucking sad right now, because not only does it mean he's hurt someone else the same way, he still thinks he's our collective victim
i wish i could call off work today with the excuse that i saw something on social media that added awful context to my 2022 and i want to scream way too much to care about work, but...
i will go, but i will listen to music too loud (our office suite is at one end of a long building, and our only neighbor is a print shop that I cannot imagine can actually hear my laptop speaker over their presses and general noise). halsey and matt maeson and lorde will help me to integrate this awful new information about the man i was in love with a few months ago l m a o