#jackklinekin

honestly that john mulaney bit from new in town where he talks about his girlfriend and how dysfunctional he is without her is just my whole ass mood , except i didn't have a girlfriend. "i was like a young motown singer, i was shiny and dumb and easy to trick"? that's it, that's my entire character, end of discussion. everyone can go home now. - jack kline from spn

(May 18, pls MPC 👉👈) Happy Birthday, Jack!! You’re 4 now, isn’t that crazy!! They grow up so fast- Hope you’re doing well and taking care of the universe. -Cas (#😇✨🌊)

I feel bad whenever I see Dean kinnies on here and they seem really nice and I'm sure they are! Maybe in their canon they were nicer. but my Dean was exactly like Canon dean, like there really were no differences between between the two of them, and Dean was horrible to me. I just want to talk about how awful he was to me and my dad Cas without feeling guilty. I see some people saying oh well Dean did love Jack! He just didn't know how to express it! One, I don't think that's true. He explicitly stated he didn't think I was a part of the family. and two, let's say that was true. It's still not an excuse for how he treated me horribly. He made me hate myself. He taught me what a monster was by telling me I was the definition of the word. I was so scared of him. I remember how loud he got, the anger in his eyes, the way he clenched his fist like they were just itching to punch, to land on someone else to make someone bleed. I didn't like being an alone in a room with him. If I was in a room with him and other ppl I would always scramble to Sam or Cas' side. I could never do enough in his eyes. I was never normal enough for him. Looking back it's pretty obvious that I was autistic but to him I was just weird. Just another freak. - Jack Kline (#💫✨💙)

today (may 18th) is jack's birthday so i'm gonna get all chick flicky for a moment. jack, you were one of the best things that ever happened to me. i'm endlessly proud of you and proud to call myself your dad. i know cas feels the same way. i always thought having kids wasnt in the cards for me but you proved me wrong and i am so grateful. i miss you and i love you so much, kid. #🥃👻

I miss my dads. I remember Sam saying how he would always be proud of me. I remember Cas holding me tight in a hug and telling me he would always love me. I remember falling asleep between them watching star wars and feeling safe. I messed so badly up so many times but they still loved me. I desperately want to find them, it hurts. Sometimes I hate this, I wish I didn't have kins so I wouldn't feel this lonliness and pain. But then I wouldn't have these happy memories - Jack Kline (spn)

I know everyone loves Dean but it makes me sick to my stomach. My dads were Sam and cas, and Dean hated me. I know he hated me. He told me I was a monster. I wanted him to love me like family but he never did. He never loved me and that's all I wanted!! Why wasn't I good enough? I tried my best. I wanted to help people. But everything I did ended badly. I want my dads. Please I want my dads. I want people to stop saying that Dean loved me. it hurts because he never did - Jack Kline (source spn)

i miss being with my dad. i miss him letting me cry out all my feelings and lay in his lap like the child i never got to be. i still want that, sometimes. old habits die hard i guess, haha :') - jack kline 💛