#spnkn

I miss my dads. I remember Sam saying how he would always be proud of me. I remember Cas holding me tight in a hug and telling me he would always love me. I remember falling asleep between them watching star wars and feeling safe. I messed so badly up so many times but they still loved me. I desperately want to find them, it hurts. Sometimes I hate this, I wish I didn't have kins so I wouldn't feel this lonliness and pain. But then I wouldn't have these happy memories - Jack Kline (spn)