#ivegotthis

I don’t do it for the gram, I do it for the fam 🌹👑⁣ ⁣ #ComingBack #Overcoming #Anxiety #Growth #Light #Darkness #Balance #ItsInnate #IveGotThis #BlackGirlMagic #Melanin #SisterHood #HITH https://www.instagram.com/p/B8wb4NPF5RN/?igshid=rpoouq3hxbhj

Gluten free matcha pinwheels! Well... the recipe calls them that but I call them 'swirly nom noms' for self-explanatory reasons. Anyone who knows me knows that I've wanted to go to Japan since I was eight years old. I'm now twenty-two and I am actively planning my trip. I am scared. Most days I think I don't feel a thing. Maybe I don't. I'm working as hard as I can but sometimes I just don't see the point. Sometimes I have to fight just to pick up a textbook or to get to work on time. It's a struggle but my eight year old self is watching me. How could I look her in the eye and say she's never going to Japan because I can't be bothered? So. My mum once told me (recently but I forgot when woops) that I can visit Japan in this final stretch of daydreams, yearning and waiting. I can visit by eating food which is from Japan (like matcha pinwheels), watching TV shows and consuming their media, continuing to teach myself the language etc. I can visit Japan in tiny moments like these. It's not enough forever but it's enough for right now. I have a promise to an eight year old girl to keep. #matchapinwheels #matcha #piecesofjapan #japan #glutenfree #coeliacsdisease #coeliacs #ivegotthis #iwantitsobaditmakesmyskinitch https://www.instagram.com/p/B3KGGrjn4K2/?igshid=dka1wl4cm6d6

Feeling good! #ivegotthis #itsme #selfie #his #hisqueen #submissivewoman https://www.instagram.com/p/ByiXQDrhPm1xnAwRyvkTlcRr3ukTKCeDmYE-gQ0/?igshid=xmouocx9i9n0

Sorry for all the posts! But today has been a flipping fantastic day I’m finally moving on up by busting my ass to get there. I got a new job today and I have always wanted to pursue this kind of job and I’ve never been so proud of myself. Things with me wanting a music career I’m slowly reaching my goals! Also my mans taking me out to dinner to celebrate!!❤️💗#happiness #movingonup #newjob #putyourhappinessfirst #music #countrymusic #countrygirl #liveyourbestlife #newbeginnings #ivegotthis https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx3fcTXgLKs/?igshid=1as90qfg5m64m

Organized my dye stuff like a BOSS. 😁🤩 These will tuck nicely out of the way under the desk in our office and I can easily roll them to the kitchen to dye yarnz!! No more lugging everything separately or in a heavy bin and setting off a pain flare. (Which kept me from dyeing yarnz too). @whimsicalhandycrafts you are a genius for this idea! 💕💕💕 #organizedlikeaboss #ivegotthis #wannadyeyarnz #cantwaittodyeyarnz #indiedyer #indiedyersofinstagram #jennsheelen #jennsheelenpodcast #jennsheelenyarn #yarn #yarnlove #knit #knitting #knitters #knitted #knitter #knittersofinstagram #knitstagram #instaknit #igknitters #knittinglove (at Hingham, Massachusetts)

“Do you remember - how it feels to be young? Do you remember - that you can be anyone?” - Song: “Feels Great”, by Cheat Codes Day 2: Started out another day positively and with my new daily routine. With the help of Kit Volcano’s fabulous coaching (@butchofwands), we were able to troubleshoot my previous routine and talk through why I was having a hard time sticking to it each day. Kit was able to help me narrow it down and create a more manageable and effective version - to then have the ability to work my way up and add things as I’m ready and have this one down solid. 💪🏼 Thank you soooooo much!! And thank you too for reminding me to celebrate, dance and play again!! 😄💙🌱✨ We all have challenges in our life - that’s a given and a fact of life. I had gotten myself stuck in a rut of feeling down and depressed, irritable, and frustrated, and have been putting way too much pressure on myself and haven’t much been moving forward - allowing my surgery and insurance “set backs” to be my excuse holding me back from doing so. I had forgotten to be present and celebrate and enjoy the little things and the love surrounding me. Well, pft. Today, I choose happiness again. And I am committed to keep choosing it again and again each and every day. Will I feel down and flustered, stressed and frustrated at times? Of course I will - that’s human and that’s natural. What I can do in those times is be aware and present, feel through the emotions, and recognize that I don’t have to live in them. Those feelings do not have to own me as my state of being the way I’ve been allowing them to for months now. I can choose happiness. And I’m going to keep working on really taking care of myself, gosh darnit! Haha! 😝😋🤗💪🏼💙🌱✨ And as always - thank you all sooooooo much for your love and support!! I love you!! 🤗🤗🤗 P.s. Graybaby and I had lots of fun playing on the playground together this morning. 😋💙#workinprogress #selfcare #onthemend #lifecoaching #weallneedalittleguidanceandhelpsometimes #grateful #onmyway #dailyroutineinactionday2 #accountability #whateverittakes #ivegotthis #affirmations #love #support #play #dance #puppylove #mybestfriend (at Corona, California)

Don't take us short people lightly. Several years of hard manual labor and a drastic overhaul in diet got me this big. Aside from my IBS diet, eating meals that are very high in protein have bulked me up. I haven't weighed myself in ages, but I'm estimating that I'm a little over 140 pounds. On the plus side, I've not had an IBS flare up in 6 months! #selfie #me #ibsdiet #chronicillnesswarrior #ivegotthis

This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me