#ivebeenworkinghardforthis

As we walk thru life with all our pain eventually things will fall into place and all make sense #fibromyalgia #movingonsoon #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #progressisprogresss #fibromya #fibroma #progressivlymoving #selfsoul #soulworth #weareworthittoday #growspirituallydaily #myspirituality #myspirituallife #itsmylifenow #noworneverisforever #spiritualsouls #despateratelyseeking #depressiondidit #PTSD #ptsdisreal #ptsdhurts #fibromyalgiahurts #dailyfibromyalgiamystery #positivityversusanxiety #positivityversusnegativitypositivitywinsithastoo #positivityversusnegativity #fibromyalgiawarriorwars #facinglifewars #workhardforyourspirit #spiritworks #havefaithtoday #givingitmydailyfaith #mydailyfaith #faithunhope #hopeitworksout #hopeitworksthistimev#havefaithintime #beliveintheimpossible #impossibledreamshappen #dreamscabetrue #anxietyisreal #depressionishard #anxietyishard #lifeishardsometimes https://www.instagram.com/p/BwrkOOGAGpr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=re14ttodaqp0

I have been working on my finding out who I really am working through some rough times that have happened in my past and working really hard on letting go on the feelings that tagged along with these it’s been a process believe me months to get rid of a feeling of one life event it’s crazy that one second can cause so much pain and torture in a persons life and then take so long to understand the meaning remove the paint and continue daily to reassure myself so the pain doesn’t return I work hard everyday on this and continue on removing more inflictions I have until my soul is whole but once I let go of the pain I could breath again I wasn’t suffocating someday I hope to breath without any weight #movingonsoon #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #progressisprogresss #positiveenergy #positivityrules #letitgonow #releasethepain #liveforthefuture #thereislifeinpain #depresdionisreal #anxietyisreal #ptsdisreal# #mentalillnessisreal #painreleasefornewlife #reachforlife #releaseforlife #workingonapositivelife #positivelifeforme #livinginpositivity #progresspositively #releasetoxicity #releasetixicenergies #releasetoxicthoughts #toxicthoughts #positiveenergylives #positive #toxicityistoxicity #movinginapositivelight https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwe878-A2Ac/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=utd83zviaomq

This is so true to my life I have broken my neck in a minor accident I thought I had whiplash and walked around for 17 hrs only find out my head wasn’t attached to my body I have a plate and a pole reattaching my head to my body I have taken pills enough to kill a horse and only woke up feeling refreshed I’ve passed out in the bath and had my daughter save me from under the water I’ve had my face reconstructed from another accident I’ve had my fiancé stab me in my head i have so many more life and death situations in my life I suffer chronic pain daily from fibromyalgia and personal suffering never stops but I’m still here and I’m still pushing forward I am trying to rebuild my life from the bottom up and reinvent a new me so my new life can be filled with positive energy and love #fibromyalgia #movingonsoon #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #progressisprogresss #fibromya #chronicillnesswarriors #chronicillnessisreal #fibromyalgiafighter #fibromyalgiasupport #fibromyalgialife #fibromyalgiaisrealchallenge #depressionn#dpression #depressionlife #depressionhurts #anxietyisreal #anxietysufferer #mentalilln #mentalillnessisme #accidentshurt #accidentshappen #stillgonnalive #stillgoingtolivemylife #leavingthechaosbehind #positivethinkingforme #lovepositivelife#stayingpositivetoday #positiveisthenewme #positivevsnegative #positiveheadspace #positiveprogress #progressingpositively #notonegativityforme #gonnagetabetterlife #gonnagetapositivelife #positiveenergypurely #purepositivity #thisispositiveenergy https://www.instagram.com/p/BwcO8FkgYg-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rgd5i2ltfzv

Lately I have just been having repeatedly one bad day after another I try so hard to stay positive but it’s just so hard there are times I want to give up but I can’t for me for my son he deserves more from his life has been one fail after another to from me from his family I need to push thru these hard times and show him how staying true to yourself will pay off in the end I only hope in the end my pain and heartache will pay off #movingonsoon #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #progressisprogresss #notgonnagiveupyet #youhavetbrokenmeyet #painbringspleasure #thispainwillbringpleadure #livinginhardtimes #hardlifehardtimes #dpression #depressionisrealtuff #anxietyisrealtuff #anxietylifeishard #depressionlifeishard #nevvergivingin #nevergivinguponme itstough#itsatoughfight #imfightingaroughfight #notgivingintotoughluck https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwa3qn4AFbj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d6gb4rcr8il

Remember in life there is always two sides to a story listen watch know surroundings don’t jump to conclusions people can get hurt if you do always try to have a positive outlook when possible #movingonsoon #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #progressisprogresss #Hatethehaters #toxicpeoplesuc #positivitybreedspositivity #chaosischaos #movingtowatdsapositivelife #mylifespositivethoughts #positivethoughtsforever #positiveforever #foreverpositive #stayingpositive #stayinginapositiveplace #depressionistoxic #anxietyistoxic #ptsdistoxic #fibromyalgiaistoxic #gonnagetbetterwithtime #positiveat50 #50andpositive #homelessnothopeless #nothopelessnomore #loveanewlife #newlifenewlife #startingapositiveday #startingapositiveweek #startingapositivehabit #startingapositivelifestyle #startingapositivelife https://www.instagram.com/p/BwWvUprgCl7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=c1rvqfh95ln4

This is how I feel when I am depressed,this is how I feel when I have anxiety,this is how my PTSD feels,this is how my fibromyalgia outbreaks feel like I feel alone in the deep dark ocean drowning and afraid in the darkness waiting for a hand to come save me It’s lonely and depressing to feel like this for the majority of your life #keepontryinghard #movingonsoon #progressisprogresss #ivebeenworkinghardforthis #fibromya #fibromyalgiaoutbreaksarelonely #depressionislonely #anxietyislonely #PTSDislonely #lifeislonely #lifeislonelywithfibro #fibromyalgiaisreal #fibromyalgiaislonely #keeponpushingthru #fibrofogsarelonely #lifewithfibromyalgiaislonely #livinginafibrofog #livinginastateofdepression #whydoihavealltheseproblems #ridthetoxicity #livinginthedark #gonnagetthruthisoutbreak#fibromyalgiaoutbreak #fibrooutbreakssuck #itryeveryday#iresearcheveryday #fibromyalgiaresearch #dpression #anxietysucs #PTSD https://www.instagram.com/p/BwVsXg3AOTH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1urqcrx1wh5xy