Matthew Fairchild: A mini psychotic breakdown/rant …
I cannot keep doing this. You can’t keep doing this to me, ok, my child need THERAPY.
(some context: my dumbass thought that rereading “The Last Hours” would be cleansing.)
I’ve kept quiet about Matthews struggling for too long and i’m exhausted. the boy needs
Matthew Fairchild does not need a boyfriend/girlfriend/sexual partner/romantic partner/Cordelia Carstairs.
My dear Matthew needs to stop suffering in silence and get help or therapy or just have a good cry.
NO CASSIE HE DOES NOT NEED TO RUN OFF TO PARIS WITH HIS BEST FRIEND’S WIFE.
Why are all his friends and family seeing this and not DOING anything i feel like i’m going crazy, i mean THE BOY IS CLEARLY STRUGGLING
“something is wrong with matthew”
“matthews acting strange”
“matthew is drinking again”
“matthew smells strongly of alcohol”
You guys, come the f*ck on.
This is basically a one question pop-quiz:
If you see a dear friend of yours struggling with something and HE(or she) has started drinking to cope with the deep depression, what should you do?
b. Acknowledge it but never talk to anyone about it
c. Talk to him in a calm, trusting environment, and get him to open up to you. maybe even involve an adult if it’s serious.
Everyone is FAILING that quiz, and you know it
(except maybe cordelia and his parents, but for the sake of dramatics let’s just simplify it)
Alright let me calm down.
Sorry for this mess (that i may not post reading it back because yikes 😬)
i just needed to get this load off my chest. man these books aggravate me
