#intropsection

The polarity of singularity is every day people

The uncommon common place tends to be internal

Astrological anomaly

The black sun seems to project the brilliance of the white moon

The scales can never be in your favor weighed down with unfavorable ideals of self

The road has no end because the journey is endless

Plant seeds...

One rotten apple spoils the bunch if it’s allowed to stay and fester amongst the multitude

Accurate accountability yields positive progress

The beauty in art is found in the aptitude of the the artist

Happiness, success and wealth are all relative unto the assessor

I often share much about myself. Like most people in the world, I have the filter on when it comes to blogging. Edited bits end up on this blog and the others, and blissfully, and at times regretfully, scattered across infinity--also called “reblogging.” But, because this year is a year of transition for me and a lot of changes are happening, perhaps faster than Elon Musk’s high speed rail, I wanted a chance to express my thoughts. 

Bits and pieces taken from the internet and expounded upon.Because.

--INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Do you know how much I loved The DaVinci Code? Not because it was well written but because PUZZLES AND CODES AND MEANING AND SYMBOLS ACROSS TIME OMG. <---also explains the Doctor Who.

--They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives.

Constantly tweaking dessert and dinner recipes. Identifying ingredients in pre-made or restaurant dishes, then reverse engineering at home. Changing the way I draw or paint. Or dress. Or do my hair. I have purchased four different hair brushes this year to determine the best one for my hair.

--INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions.

I AM usually right. and I DO usually know it. I don't know HOW, I just...do. I remember once on a Calculus exam, trying to remember the formula for something and hearing a voice in my head say "fuck it, 4 is the answer." AND I WAS RIGHT. Thanks inner voice.

I have found myself making some INTJs in my life very angry because they can't figure out how I knew something, especially if it was something about themselves they thought was hidden. WELL DON'T BE SO OBVIOUS ABOUT IT. SHEESH, I thought you wanted people to know. Which leads into the next:

--INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get “feelings” about things and intuitively understand them...This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themselves do not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized.

I'm gonna know you're into him. I'm gonna know you are lying to me. I'm gonna know the best present to get you (if I can afford it) because I know what you really want. I just know, okay. You showed me in a thousand little ways. Sometimes I feel like Sherlock Holmes, where I walk into a room and know immediately what's going on. BUT I don't always act on this information, nor do I necessarily say anything. BECAUSE:

--Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.

Because I've realized that other people can't see it. They don't see it. They don't know. And if they can't see it, its not my job to spell things out for them. I AM A SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE PUZZLE AND I DESERVE TO BE FIGURED OUT. I don't broadcast on a billboard because not everyone will understand it anyway. And if you don't get it, well, then I'm not FOR you.

--They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.

I'm looking at you, brain.

--Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people’s opinions. They believe that they’re right.

EVERYONE SUCKS BUT ME. <--I'm gonna get this made into a flag.

--On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. ...Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don’t believe in compromising their ideals.