I have had a normal, stable, idyllic life. There are days therefore when I look at myself and think:” You do not have enough trauma in your life to be this dark.”
Not that I’m asking for some sort of trauma, either physical or emotional. It’s just that I have no justification for this - the person that I am. Sarcastic, pessimistic, always doubting and questioning the motives of people around me. I have not had enough betrayals in my life to be this distrusting of people.
Even villains have their origin stories and I worry that if I do not have an origin story, then perhaps I am simply born to be a villain?










