#inner authority

Ipsissimus is a Latin term meaning “most self” or “selfest.” Philosophically and esoterically, it represents a state of absolute self-possession, complete spiritual independence, and total alignment with one’s true nature beyond all external authority.

The term is most famously used in Thelemic philosophy, especially in the work of Aleister Crowley, where it designates the highest possible grade of realization. But the idea itself is much older than Thelema—it echoes ancient themes of self-sovereignty, divine identity, and non-dual being.

At its core, the philosophy of Ipsissimus asks:

What would it mean to exist without dependence on approval, fear, doctrine, ego, or even identity itself?

1. Ipsissimus as Absolute Self-Sovereignty

Ipsissimus represents a condition in which the individual is:

Not controlled by desire

Not ruled by fear

Not bound by social identity

Not dependent on moral praise or blame

Not in conflict with internal forces

This is not mere confidence or ego-strength. It is complete metaphysical autonomy—a state where action flows without psychological resistance or self-contradiction.

Here, the will is not forced—it moves freely because nothing within it is divided.

2. Beyond Ego: The Paradox of “Most Self”

Despite its name, Ipsissimus is not hyper-ego. It actually marks the collapse of ego as a governing force.

Philosophically, it aligns with:

Advaita’s realization of the Self beyond individuality

Buddhist non-attachment to identity

Stoic interior sovereignty

Nietzsche’s post-moral self-creation (at its most radical edge)

The “self” in Ipsissimus is not:

personality

trauma

social role

moral narrative

It is being without psychological friction.

3. Ipsissimus and Freedom

Ipsissimus represents the highest form of freedom:

Freedom from compulsion

Freedom from internal contradiction

Freedom from fear-based morality

Freedom from validation

Freedom from the need to justify existence

This kind of freedom is terrifying because it removes all scaffolding. There is no authority left to appeal to. There is only direct responsibility for being.

4. Ipsissimus vs. Moral Systems

Most ethical systems operate on:

guilt

reward

punishment

duty

obedience

Ipsissimus exists outside these structures. Not because it rejects morality out of immorality—but because it no longer requires external moral regulation.

This creates the central philosophical tension:

To those outside it, Ipsissimus can look like lawlessness

From within it, it feels like perfect alignment

It is not “anything goes.” It is: nothing unnecessary governs.

5. Ipsissimus and Reality

Metaphysically, Ipsissimus is often described as being:

Unaffected by illusion

Undisturbed by dualities

Untouched by fear of death

Unentangled with time-identification

This gives it a godlike aspect, though not in a supernatural sense. It is godlike in that the being is no longer psychologically subjected to the world.

The world happens—but does not possess the self.

6. The Danger of Confusing Ipsissimus with Ego Inflation

One of the greatest philosophical dangers surrounding Ipsissimus is mistaking it for narcissism or superiority. This is often how the concept is abused.

True Ipsissimus:

Does not seek followers

Does not demand recognition

Does not dominate to prove freedom

Does not build identity around power

If domination is needed, sovereignty is incomplete.

7. Ipsissimus and the End of the Path

In most traditions, growth is structured as ascent, purification, or integration. Ipsissimus represents what comes after the ladder is no longer necessary.

It is:

Not spiritual striving

Not self-improvement

Not moral perfection

Not enlightenment as spectacle

It is arrival without display.

Conclusion

The philosophy of Ipsissimus is the philosophy of ultimate self-possession without ego, freedom without rebellion, power without domination, and identity without psychological imprisonment.

It represents the rarest philosophical ideal:

A being who does not need permission to exist as itself.

Not because it has taken authority—

Institute of Applied Love Presents…

🔵 Lecture Notes on Women's Authority and Judgment 🔵

🔹A Space of Gratitude (AKA Professor ASOG🌸) discusses the concept of women being “Out of Order”, due to the harm inflicted on others, especially other women, with their unjust judgements -citing personal experiences. Professor ASOG🌸 argues that women have forgotten their natural authority due to long-term/ multi-generational patriarchal programming, leading to unjust judgments and actions. ASOG🌸 recounts being expelled from school based on a teacher's unfounded accusations and the subsequent impact on her life, including losing college scholarships and teacher recommendations. She also describes a toxic relationship where jealousy led to misunderstandings and a broken friendship with a guidance counselor. ASOG🌸 emphasizes the need for women to reclaim their own inner authority and practice discernment as much as possible.

Professor ASOG🌸’s Action Items

• [] Reflect on times when I may have made judgments without fully understanding the situation and/or hearing both (all) sides.

• [] Before any judgements are made, have open and honest conversations with those involved to improve mutual understanding.

• [] Develop the "discernment muscle" to be the primary authority over my own life.

• [] Set time limits and objectives when discussing issues and also if need be, remember to take notes.

Outline

🔹Women Harming Other Women

• Professor ASOG🌸 discusses how women harm other women, citing personal experiences of unjust treatment.

• Women are described as natural authorities, while men are natural enforcers of that authority.

• She argues that women have forgotten their natural authority due to long-term patriarchal programming.

• She shares a high school expulsion incident where a teacher's judgment led to severe consequences.

🔹High School Expulsion Incident

• ASOG🌸 recounts being expelled for 30 days due to a woman's unjust judgment.

• The teacher accused ASOG🌸 of harassing and threatening her, which was untrue.

• Despite the teacher repeatedly stating to the security that ASOG🌸 was not the accused, the same teacher (from frustration of not finding who she was looking for) later changed up and accused ASOG🌸 of harassing and threatening her which prompted the enforcers (men) to immediately enforce the judgment of expulsion with no questions asked.

• ASOG🌸 reflects on the impact of the expulsion on her future, including lost scholarships and college opportunities.

🔹Joining the Armed Forces

• ASOG🌸 decided to join the armed forces to escape the negative environment.

• She informed her mother about the decision to join the armed forces and her mother advised ASOG🌸 on waiting to tell the rest of the family about her decision.

• 3 days after informing the family, ASOG🌸 left for basic training and technical school.

• During this time, ASOG🌸's niece struggled with her absence, leading to a negative perception among family members of why she left.

🔹Impact on Relationships

• ASOG🌸 discusses the impact of her mother's authority on her family’s relationships.

• ASOG🌸 shares another incident where a girlfriend's jealousy led to misunderstandings and broken trust.

• She describes the toxic nature of the relationship and the girlfriend's irrational behavior.

• ASOG🌸 reflects on the importance of clear communication and understanding in relationships.

🔹Guidance Counselor Incident

• ASOG🌸 recounts an incident with a guidance counselor who was a facilitator for her high school youth group.

• The counselor gave ASOG🌸 a professional head and face massage because ASOG🌸 was suffering severely from sinus pain, which she later shared with her girlfriend.

• The girlfriend misinterpreted the situation accusing the counselor of being inappropriate, leading to further misunderstandings and distrust.

• The girlfriend later went to the guidance counselor alone and told her that ASOG🌸 had shared that because the counselor favored this is the reason the counselor gave the head massage.

• The guidance counselor was furious and felt this could affect her career.

• This upset the counselor and she refused to listen to ASOG🌸’s side of the story which led to a broken relationship between them.

🔹Women's Authority and Discerning Judgment

• Professor ASOG🌸 emphasizes the importance of women being the first and last (final) authority in their own lives.

• ASOG🌸 argues that women are “out of order” due to a lack of discernment and self-authority.

• She criticizes the patriarchal system for programming women to only seek external authority.

• ASOG🌸 calls for women to practice discernment and take responsibility for their own decisions.

🔹Personal Reflections on Authority

• ASOG🌸 reflects on their own experiences with authority and judgment.

• She discusses the importance of listening to both (all) sides of a story before making any final judgments.

• She shares her frustration with friends and family who discarded her without hearing and understanding her perspective.

• ASOG🌸 calls for a shift in thinking where women are seen as the primary authority in their own lives which means taking responsibility for their own “full circle” understanding before making permanent judgements.

🔹The Role of Patriarchy

• ASOG🌸 critiques the patriarchal system for its impact on women's authority.

• She argues that women have only been programmed to seek external authority, which suppresses self authority and hinders the need to understand and seek inner authority first and final.

• She calls for women to reclaim their natural inner authority 1st and to seek outer authority only to enforce a space for understanding and clarity.

• She also calls for women to trust and make decisions based on their own “full circle” logic and reasoning.

• She emphasizes the importance of women talking to each other and understanding each other.

🔹The Importance of Communication

• Professor ASOG🌸 stresses the importance of clear communication in resolving conflicts.

• She criticizes the lack of communication in all incidents described in this lecture.

• She states that in all incidents she was assumed to be guilty of all accusations and not one woman/person took the time to hear her side.

• She reflects on the need for women to practice discernment (flex that muscle) and take responsibility for their own authoritative power.

🔵 Final Thoughts on Women's Authority

• Professor ASOG🌸 reiterates her understanding that women are out of order due to a lack of discernment and self-authority (a woman is her own 1st and final authority).

• ASOG🌸 calls for women to reclaim their natural authority and make decisions based on their own logic and reasoning 1st.

• ASOG🌸 emphasizes the importance of women talking to each other and understanding each other.

• ASOG🌸 concludes with a call for women to practice discernment and take responsibility for their own just and unjust judgements and how they can affect others.

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