Sep 21, 2021
i feel like i’ve lost myself. that everything that made me who i was, has left. i feel like i’m this shy, insecure empty being who feels so disconnected with life. this emptiness has made me buy physical things to try and fill this hole, but i guess i didn’t realise the hole isn’t physical, it’s mental and spiritual. i don’t know who i am anymore and it’s heart breaking. i used to be filled with life and curiosity and now it’s been replaced with silence, and just despair. times like this i try to appreciate the little things, like the times i wake up feeling well slept or the new leaves that start to grow my garden. i know within time i will be okay. just like the moon we as humans go through phases, changes even.
