she said that she faced some health issues since she was 9 years old. not extreme though. and it reminded me of how annoyed we used to be of her for having more time than us, lenient parents, an easy life and no troubles. she seemed like the girl born with the silver spoon in her mouth. we never had deep conversations; she didn't really feel anything. she was too dissolved in her own fantasies and refused to take her rose glasses off and see the world.

i used to get so mad that she won't listen to me ever and comfort me. but i realized that sometimes we get so engrossed in ourselves and how others treat us, that we refuse to look at the reality. like yeah obviously i did not know about her health condition. but it never ever struck my mind that she might have some problems that she doesn't talk about.

i understand parts of her now. and i will try to be a better friend to her. she deserves everything and she has a good heart.