#idk. thoughts

you know, if grace were to return back to earth, eva would get none of the credit for everything she poured her blood sweat and tears into. grace would be the hero, and yes it would be deserved considering all he's been through, but i guarantee you eva would not be appreciated as she should be. SHE is the only reason earth still lives, without HER grace wouldn't have gone. without her none of everything that happened would have happened. and i think people would forget all the anguishing and deciding over science and mechanics and the weight of it all she did to be able to send that crew up, especially grace.

thinking about how kouhei told toshinori about the indou family burden but hikaru didn’t tell yoshiki…

My brain is cursing me with the image of a dsmp game about snf where they're trying to find Dream and Dream is always around in the background and they can see him but they can't reach him because he's in the skybox and cannot be touched

what if all ghosts could communicate with people who love them and who they love (it has to be a two-way connection) but at some point after years of heartache an angel was assigned to gently and carefully explain to each newly dead soul that while it may seem good to contact their loved ones, they still cannot ever see or be part of their lives again, so it only ever brings pain and further trauma to the living. and since that time no ghost has ever chosen to communicate with the living out of love and care for them.

i think there's a lot to say about the popular opinion of evan hansen and ableism... how people turn away from a story about mental health because it shows a realistic, not sugarcoated mentally ill teenager because it makes them uncomfortable and his characterization doesn't make them want to romanticize him or excuse his actions or give him the "he did all of it but i don't care" treatment. people don't like stories about mental health when they're about the not-cool, obviously mentally ill.