Hello, rare disabled iamvanosexual here. Iām actually thinking of starting an only fans or something similar. If you think about it, Iām disabled. Iām in an autistic burnout, experience chronic fatigue, and can barely function and take care of myself right now. At the same time, Iām also someone with sensory processing disorder who is both hypersensitive and hyposensitive. This means that, since I am hyposensitive, I like stimulation; and also, because Iām hypersensitive, I am more sensitive than a neurotypical to stimulation.
I DOUBT I would become a full on p0rn star or s3x worker, however I feel like I could use only fans for my kink(s) and writing about my sexual fantasies as an iamvanosexual?
Itās so weird because I never considered that I would ābecome a sex worker on only fansā, however, as an aegosexual, the online experience provides a layer of dissociation that makes me feel comfortable. Additionally, I can block or ignore(I think ignoreāI know I can block) people who trigger me, which is actually something that has made me hesitant to get an in real life job. ļæ¼
May biggest concern is that Iām wondering if I will be able to keep up at it, especially if I start to find it boring, uninteresting, or repulsive. Thatās why I think I should really think about my reasoning behind this (if I decide to do it) and make sure I do it for something that motivates and drives me, and not something superficial.
So, this account is becoming supportive of sex workers! And also supportive of whether or not people choose or can embrace their kinks, or do what they enjoy!
Another thing thatās concerning is that Iām very educated, and Iām also Agender, so I just feel like Iām going to be misgendered š„“and I feel like I need to accept that. HOWEVER~ I do not know how only fans works so idk š¤·š½.
