My brain feels like wiring if it was done by a bad electrician.
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My brain feels like wiring if it was done by a bad electrician.

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I'm just discovering that it's not normal for your entire body to hurt and get awful headaches in reaction to the sun?
I was telling my girlfriend how my new prescription sunglasses felt like a blessing cuz now I could walk around during the day without my head killing me and my muscles aching. and then she just tells me like "... your head was killing you every time you went out to walk during the day?" and I was like "... does it not for you?" and she was like "no"
so today I discovered that my autism does give me hypersensitivity to light. I thought i was only hypersensitive to noise and touch but it appears not! you learn something every day ig!
Restaurants are sensory hell.
sometimes i remember how fucking different the world is for people who don't just have extreme sensory issues all the time. i don't wanna directly name the youtuber cuz this ultimately isn't about her (drag queen who i do not recommend due to her taking a betterhelp sponsorship, IYKYK) but i have a vivid memory of watching her talking about "once I was so high that I saw a sweater on TV and I could like, FEEL it on my own skin!" what do you mean you have to be really high to experience the textures of things you look at. what do you mean the world isn't just a constant source of visual triggers for bad feelings. what the fuck do you mean
Being the hypersensitive daughter of an autistic man who doesn't give a shit about other people's feelings...

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Why I always feel so lonely on my birthday...
okay, maybe this is just because I was super isolated as a kid and didn't have many friends growing up-
but wow I did not realize how... physically affectionate most people are once you become friends with them? Like, all of my friends do side hugs or full hugs for greetings and/or goodbyes, even when we only talk for a few minutes
which like, is wild to my chronically isolated and touch adverse self. I have to keep reminding myself that casual shows of affection between friends are Normal Actually™️ and not something specifically reserved for family or super close friends
視覚過敏の発達障害自閉スペクトラム症の注視障害かパターン感受性の興奮か?強明暗の縞模様が左右微細動。交通量多い人混み街中は感覚過敏発作で輪郭の縞模様に囚われ視界見辛く不安max。幼い頃から自然見て1人遊び植物模様に過興奮性高覚醒。低結合なDefault Mode Networkに固執はASDこだわりstimming