#home is...

"When you focus with soul eyes, you will see home in many, many places."

~ Clarissa Pinkola Estes

I've been living here

Ten years and counting

I've cried, laughed

Yelled and bled

And I look at these walls

The white faces

Looking back at me

As if I was never here

Walls and doors make houses

Wood and plaster and

Appliances and a TV that screams

These things make a house

But home is the circle

Of two arms holding

The warmth of breathing

On my neck while sleeping

Home is catching

The sunshine in smiles

Baby blues and hugs and kisses

Before saying goodbye

Home is saying the scary words

And meaning them completely

And not being afraid

Of having feelings

Home is falling asleep with you

Home is waking to their smiles

Home is where my heart

Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: SKAM (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Characters: Even Bech Næsheim, Isak Valtersen, Original Characters, Isak Valtersen's Parents, Boy Squad (SKAM) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Bipolar Disorder, Mental Health Issues, Fist Fights, Anal Sex, Hand Jobs, Bottom Isak, Top Even, Implied past dubcon, Past Child Abuse, The promised happy ending!!, POV Even Series: Part 6 of Rearranged Summary:

Even is suffering.

It almost feels like he’s slipping, but he knows that that’s not really what this is.

No, this constant ache in his stomach, the constant clench in his heart, it’s due to something completely different.

- Hiro Boga