#hohooo

Mais oui!!

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It's 11, the time when I normally go to bed

Staring at the ceiling and thinking of them

of our late night conversations

bonding through those deep things that we somehow share

trusting each other more than almost anyone else

I think of them with fondness and compassion

With love and adoration

I wish that I could tell them just exactly how I feel how much they mean but I feel as if I did they would leave

or be uncomfortable

and I look at them and think that no they'd never leave never

But I still don't want to take that chance

So I smile on as they tell me about him

About how they feel and I am happy they've found someone who they feel about

Someone who gives them the same feelings that they give me

Someone who maybe, just maybe, cares and feels the same way about them

and I smile and feel so happy that they can have that feeling

Though Cien does not talk about it much, he wonders just how many of his traits and feelings are genuinely his. Just how much of him is Szayel? Just how much of him is Yylfordt? Even traits that he is convinced are his are sometimes called into question. Was it something that Roka programmed into him after all?