#herthings

Loving someone who likes you back but can’t commit to a relationship with you for personal reasons is so hard because you love them and really want the best for them but you don’t know if that is you sometimes. You’re always there for them and they appreciate that and you make them feel as important as they should because they are that important to you but never can have them as your most important person because you don’t know if they will ever be yours.

And eventually she fell in love with her thoughts in the midnight, barking of dogs in the midnight, sounds of her breathing in the midnight, that cup of coffee in the midnight, she has fallen for the peaceful blackness of midnight, the peace she got in her soul in that dark, she fell in love with the voices of herself in the middle of the night, the purity of her soul.