- I need to vent so please skip if you don't want to read me complain/curse-
Just to put in perspective how depressed and even worthless my sisters and even my whole family make me feel sometimes. My Sisters, or I should really say sister since the younger one just dose what ever the older one tells her to do (both are younger then me), decided that they wanted to purposeful try and piss me off because they are upset with me. So when I come home from work they stole my Ethernet cord ive been using to connect to the WiFi box cause my computers WiFi is so bad I cant even play games. And they also deiced to steal my microphone that i use to do just about everything. Work has already been stressing me out with deadlines and just technical issues so when I got home i just completely ignored this at first purely for the fact that i didn't feel like having another massive headache (and no I don’t mean figuratively). Now fast forward a few hours I ask why they took it. At first they tried to deny it despite me being able to clearly see the Ethernet cord in their room. They then admitted to taking it but still saying they didn't take my mic. Again I ask why and they try to ignore me and tell me in the most snobby way to talk to our mother as if I was a fucking child. (Thing you need to know about my sister is she is so full of herself and usually my mother backs her up on everything even when she is clearly in the wrong, so of course she thought our mother would back her up)
So I go to my mother and not wanting to have anything to do with it tries to tell me to ask my dad, he tells me to ask my sister again and it goes in a big circle of I don't give a crap about your situation. Eventually after repeatedly asking my sister and her ignoring me my dad intervenes and asks her. She finally responds and all she had to say was that she didn’t want me using the Ethernet cord and tried to lie and say the microphone was hers and she wanted it back (Mind you not only was it not theirs but they can’t even use them cause they don’t have a computer and stuff to use them with). So finally they have to give me back my stuff but the best part is just like every other time they pull this kind of stuff my parents don't do anything to punish them. But if i even did half the stuff they did I would get the biggest lecture of my life and be punished. SO YEA I DON’T CARE HOW THICK BLOOD IS THEY ARE NOT WORTH THE DEPRESSION AND ANGER AND FEELINGS OF WORTHLESSNESS THEY CAUSE!!!
I’m sorry for spewing my problems at any followers. I don’t want to try and be the person who just complains all the time and bothers other people. I just really needed to vent, I am literally shaking trying not to smash everything I own and more, and I just needed to try and get it out.
