#hate love

still sick, but i did my best!! Maybe got a little lazy cause its 2am

This is my first ever post soo..yeah :)

«attention everyone‼️🐍 our magnificent and unique prefect justly punishes the arrogant newcomer‼️the pathetic muggleborn gets a beating and whines in fear‼️😈👻»

Sayeon gave a child up to the corps despite knowing that Ahn was the reason her friend died. This alone is cruel but at least she has a justification that she wasn’t doing it herself. That she can blame the corps for whatever happens to that child.

How does that work when you’re the reason someone the group dies? You were responsible, you’ve literally planned it. Don’t you dare bullshit me with all your high ground bs. Sayeon. You are the most pathetic, power hungry person in the world. Somehow, no God could suppress you.

Sayeon feels like a person suppressing all her disgusting hates blowing up.

She’s a type of person who will justify any cruel fucking act she does because she is the way she is.

There is no line she will draw.

I love her so much that I want her to drown. I want guilt to eat her. I want her to believe her hate is a love no one can take.

I hope she chokes and comes back alive. May she burn with shame.

Do you hear the secrets that the wind carries? 

Do you see the words that the fallen flower petals spell out?

Do you try to uncover the mysteries hidden in the night sky?

Do you pay attention to the strays of sunlight peaking through the trees?

You don’t and I know it.

You don’t pay attention to the little things.

You never did.

You never noticed the way I tremble at your touch.

Never  asked about my interests.

Never cared to ask what flowers I liked or why my favourite characters were always the sad ones.

You never wondered why I refused food when offered to.

You never asked to read my poems.

Never picked up even when I needed you the most.

I don’t think you hear the song of the summer rain. 

I don’t think you feel the winter lingering in April. 

I don’t think you feel the salt in the sea,you’ve only ever known the water.

You only see the surface of earth but never cared to dig down to its core.