#hardtoexplain

I feel like I'm out of my mind.

Just enjoy this moment, live it intensely

#involuntarypainting #hardtoexplain (at Saint Leonards, East Sussex, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_N_i8gBobw/?igshid=1gprowre1g1mo

Understand me when I say I'm morbid. I'm vastly interested in illnesses, parasites, nuclear stuff, venom, toxins, somewhat about death. It's fascinating what happens post mortem too. I can't help who I am. I won't deny this part of me. The death part amplified when my grandma on my dad's side died when I was in the room. I literally felt her life leave her body as my hand was upon her foot. I've always had other wise morbid interests too. People think I'm fucking strange, and maybe I am, but I am me. Bone and wet specimen collecting, cemetery loving, carrion beetle loving person who once took a picture of a dead, perfect looking snake because it was beautiful even though it wasn't alive anymore. #morbid #hardtoexplain #weird #vultureculture #nowonderthemorrigancametme #dark #iamstrange #ihopeyouontjudgemetooharshly https://www.instagram.com/p/BvHOQDEnHgg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lahhzizkkr2k

#notime #hardtoexplain #funnyshit https://www.instagram.com/urigitano/p/BuBT0tkHqBb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gq5h4o9hm4yj

🤤🥰😍 in my most humble opinion one of their best live performances (JoolsHolland2006) #thestrokes #HardToExplain #juliancasablancas #nikolaifraiture #fabriziomoretti #alberthammondjr #nickvalensi #5BigStrokes #thevoidz https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt7NqnkgpN4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x5wmtmr9v4q6

I like it right here, but I cannot stay