#graybylitter3

She looked like a puff ball with eyes. She and Lilly both looked that way, and they would hide in small spaces, only showing the gleam of 4 eyes. She really liked hanging out in the server rack. One day I saw a deceased cat in the street with long black reddish fur, I thought the worst, but then I saw both her and Lilly in the house. I am still not sure, and feel bad for, whoever's cat that was.

Susu used to sit in this tree (that has since blown sideways, still growing), under the leaves and seem to meditate. She is very spiritual. She really reminds me of a cat I used to have called Sagwa. Very nature-loving, spiritual, sensitive girls.

Susu was missing for a few days, and I desperately called out for her. One day, after screaming for her, I got a notification on the door that she was in. I then immediately locked the door, and checked her out. She seemed hungry, and was alert/bright. She then came in my room for pets. When I picked her up, I noticed her abdomen felt different.

Her abdomen was open, and there was a wound about 2 inches long. I took her to the vet asap, and they told me that her abdominal wall tore, and her intestines were coming out of the opening. I worked overtime every day to save up money to get her surgery. She spent that time in the crate, healing. I would play healing, meditative music for her. Her wound closed, externally anyway. As soon as I saved enough money, I went in for a surgeon consult. They looked at the latest images of Susu's abdomen, and they told me that she healed naturally. It is not perfect, but the surgery would be more risky, and if she is functioning, then to leave it be.

She does not currently have a bond with any of her kids, but they do acknowledge her and get to see her every day. It is often that Tigre, Lilly's remaining son, sees both his mom and his dad.