#gray imagine

Prompt: Eventually, the hoping became too much to bare. Requested by: no one.

A/N: This is basically a remake of this fic -- upon re-watching the GMG arc with my mom, I couldn’t help but look back at this fic and realize how much more I could’ve done with it. Thus, this was born. Pairing: Gray Fullbuster x F!Reader

“What do you mean you’re leaving?”

Keeping your gaze trained to the ground, you absolutely refuse to look up -- because you know that if you did, your heart would break all over again.

The Most Random Place He Kisses You

| MASTERLIST | HEADCANON | FAIRY TAIL | WARNINGS: N/A | WORD COUNT: 630 | REQUEST: Anonymous |

title → “...every word.”

pairing → gray x female reader.

synopsis → gray and his idol girlfriend (who is the little sister of THE g-dragon) are in an on-again, off-again relationship. 

word count → 1.9k.

a/n → ngl,, i would die for gray. and i guess all the people who follow this blog stan gd and really wanna be his sister or sumn sksksksk i don’t think this was completely the request, im sorry !! 

“We broke up.”

“AGAIN?! Y/N! OH MY GOD! LET HIM GO!” Your friend, (Friend’s Name) shouted, throwing a pillow at you.

“OUCH! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!”

“That was for dealing with this shit for how many years with this fucker now? Like three years?” 

You huffed, covering your head with the pillow letting out a groan, “It’s been four years!”

She rolled her eyes, sitting next to you on your bed, grabbing the pillow to make you look up at her. You could already see the disappointed look in her face. You didn’t blame her for being disappointed.

She’s been your best friend since the two of you were kids. She didn’t want you to be hurt like this, and your “relationship” with Sunghwa was hurting you as well as him.

For 4 years now, you had been in an on-again and off-again relationship with Sunghwa. While girls your age were now either looking for a life partner to settle down with or starting to have kids, you didn’t want that.

You didn’t even want an actual relationship. 

Despite your parents’ pleas for you to find someone to settle down with, you continued doing what you love, performing. Performing became your life, as it has always been since you were younger. 

Being THE G-Dragon’s little sister always seems to put you in the light for whatever you had done. Even if it was simply going to a restaurant or park or even taking a walk by yourself. All eyes were on you. 

Following in your brother’s footsteps, you had begun auditioning in companies at a young age. You took on SM Entertainment as that was the first place your brother auditioned, and you wanted to train alongside him.

You were accepted on your first attempt and became a trainee. Four years into your training period, Jiyong had left to go to YG. You had wanted to follow him, but he refused to let you, making you stay at SM.

Years later in 2006, Jiyong officially debuted as a member of BIGBANG under YG Entertainment. And then in the beginning of 2007, you officially debuted as a soloist under SM Entertainment. 

While your concepts were completely different, many continued to draw parallels between the two of you.

During the stage of your first win, you were in tears and Jiyong had gone up to hug you, which sparked the interest of many. Seeing all the weird things people were saying, Jiyong had confirmed that you were his sister and his sister ONLY.

The two of you were known for your close relationship, which was why whenever Jiyong did something on TV, he was always asked about you. Whenever you did something on TV, you were always asked about him. The two of you were inseparable and have always been.

Your career was your lover. Your career was your baby. You didn’t have time for a relationship, and as mentioned earlier you didn’t want one. But you had needs. Netizens were breathing down your neck just to find something on you. Because you’re an unproblematic queen.

A dating scandal isn’t what you needed. 

Then you met Sunghwa. On the night of the anniversary of your debut, you had gone to a club with your friend just to relax a bit, as you had been working hard on something for your fans. You really needed a break.

You saw him across the bar. You had seen his face around. You had known who he was. He didn’t? He was an amazing artist. You couldn’t help but introduce yourself. You at least wanted some kind of collab. 

The looks of things, he knew you too. The two of you exchanged contact information and went from there. 

It was then rumored to the public that the two of you might be working on a song together, and they weren’t too far off. That’s where it started...eventually becoming more than that.

You’d be lying to yourself if you didn’t say Sunghwa was a very attractive man. He was too hot for his own good. 

One night, the two of you had gotten a little too drunk in the studio. One thing led to another and the next morning, you found yourself in his bare chest in your naked glory.

It was only supposed to happen one time. 

But of course that it didn’t stop. He wanted you, he craved you, as you did him, beginning the on-again-off-again relationship the two of you have. It’s been like this for four years.

You’re together, everything is going well and then someone says something that pisses you off and everything falls apart and you break up. You had lost count of how many times you and Sunghwa OFFICIALLY ended things only to get back together the next week. 

Now here you sat, with your best friend by your side, upset over your umpteenth breakup with Sunghwa that happened just yesterday.

“I don’t know why you do this to yourself. It’s like the both of you want to be with each other but then you don’t because you’re scared or something,” She mentioned. 

You sighed, pulling the pillow back over your head, “He doesn’t want to be in a relationship with me.”

“Are you blind? Sunghwa has been dedicated to you and you only for 4 years now. Even when you guys broke up several times, he never ever even looked at another girl. If anything, Sunghwa fucking loves you.”

“Who the hell told you that?” You questioned, your voice kind of muffled by the pillow. 

“Jay, of course.”

“Since when do you listen to Jay? I thought you hated him. What happened?”

She rolled her eyes, folding her arms across her chest, “I do hate him but I still listen to him...even though he’s the most annoying man to walk the planet. And Jay told me that all Sunghwa talks about is you, making you happy, hanging out with you, collabing with you. He’s fucking in love with you and you still don’t see it.”

You uncovered your face once more, looking at her, “That’s a lie. Sunghwa doesn’t want a relationship with anyone just as much as I don’t want one.”

“You’re right, he doesn’t want a relationship with anyone. He wants one with you, and you’re not just anyone, Y/N. Hell the boy wrote several songs about you. And don’t try to say they aren’t about you, because they are. And you’ve wrote several songs about him.” 

Before you could speak, you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. You reached into your pocket, pulling out your phone and bringing it to your face to see Jay’s name appear across the screen with a text, “Speak of the fucking devil.”

‘Baby GD, did something happen between you and Sunghwa?’ His text read.

‘We broke up, why?’ You replied back, waiting for Jay’s response. Worry filled your mind. Jay hadn’t always texted you about Sunghwa, let alone text you asking if something happened out of the blue.

Was he okay?

Did something happen?

Was he hurt?

“Y/N, you okay?” F/N asked. Before you could speak, Jay had responded. You looked down at the message, ‘He locked himself in his studio and he hasn’t been out in hours. We’re kinda worried about him.’

You had known what that meant. Sunghwa didn’t lock himself in his studio unless he was TRULY sad or angry.

‘I’ll be there in a minute.’

You climbed out of bed quickly, throwing on a jacket.

“Where are you going?” 

“Sunghwa has locked himself in the studio again. I gotta go see him.”

“There you go again,” She sighed. 

Annoyed, you turned to her with a worried expression on his face, “F/N, Sunghwa has locked himself in the studio, and no one knows how long he has been in there. The last time he did that, he didn’t eat for almost two days and almost passed out! I’m not letting him do that to himself again. I can’t, especially when it’s my fault. I need to go check on him.”

You grabbed your phone and bag, heading out of the room, leaving your friend in your apartment. 

She shouted behind you, “MAKE SURE TO TELL HIM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HIM!”

“NO PROMISES!”

You hopped in your car, heading to AOMG in a rush, but of course obeying the traffic laws. 

You arrived shortly, AOMG wasn’t too far from where you had lived.

You parked your car and rushed inside, to see Jay waiting for you at the door.

“There you are, Baby G-Dragon. So what happened?”

“I’ll explain later. I just need to see him right now,” You replied, bypassing him, heading straight toward Sunghwa’s studio, slamming your fist on the door repeatedly, “Lee Sunghwa! Open the door!”

“Y/N?” His sweet voice chimed on the other side of the door. “Yes, it’s me. Now open the door!”

A few seconds of silence sounded before the sound of the door unlocking. The door opened to reveal Sunghwa with dark circles under his eyes. His eyes were red and puffy from crying, his hair was all over his head. He wore a grey hoodie and sweatpants, not caring what he had looked like in that moment. “Jay texted you, didn’t he?”

“Sunghwa, you look horrible.”

“Thanks for making me feel better,” He groaned, leaning against the door frame. 

You pushed him further into the studio, closing the door behind you, noticing how dark it was. You turned on the light, “We’ve called it quits plenty of times before, why are you acting like this?”

“I don’t know. I guess...this one just really hurt. I thought it was going to be the end of us. I don’t want it to be the end of us,” He confessed, his eyes twinkling.

“Answer me this,” You started, making his ear perk up, “Lee Sunghwa, tell me how you truly feel about me, about us, about this. I want to hear every word.”

Without hesitation, he answered, “I love you, Y/N. I have for a long time now and I can’t get over it. I know we’ve both said that we don’t want a relationship, but with you it’s different. You’re different. We’re different. I...can’t be without you. Just the thought of you with someone who isn’t me hurts. I know how your company is. I know you need to maintain your good reputation and you wouldn’t risk it for a guy like me, but I―”

You cut him off, taking his soft face into your gentle hands, smashing your lips onto his in a passionate kiss. Without wasting a second, he relaxed against your lips, allowing his hands to snake around your waist gently.

You slowly pulled away, your eyes opening as had his. He stared into yours with admiration and love.

“I love you too, Sunghwa. I...I want things between us to work. I want us to work. I don’t just want to have you, I want to hold you, love you, kiss you, hug you. I want you all to myself,” You confessed, pressing your forehead against his.

You continued, “I want to lay in your chest on raining days and relax. I want to hear your heartbeat as I lay on your chest as you sleep. I want to make sure you are okay, every second of every day. I meant it when I said I love you.”

“I mean it too,” He smiled.

“So.”

“So.”

“Do you want to be my boyfriend?”

“Do you want to be my girlfriend?” The two of you asked at the same time. The two of you giggled.

“I asked first!”

“Nuh-uh, me!”

started when they first met and she was on UPRS

exchanged numbers and lots of hang outs

jay park/jaebom setting them up

“did jaebom hyung ditch you again?”

lots of cuddles

cheers her on at boxing

mcdonald dates

gray getting flustered when she twerks

takes care of each other

“hey jess-”

“i’m busy; shut up”

helps her practice korean

lots of cussing from her

“stop cursing”

gray confesses on radio star

news about them dating

jaebom a proud child

claps for jessi and gets excited

owes her a new givenchy item

visits at each other’s music video filming sites

“baby!”

“what!”

people question the two

gray is happy with her

gets jealous when other men get too close to her

stolen shirts

cute dates

lots of kissing posts

maybe a feature or two in each other’s songs

refers to chewie as their kid

aomg & h1gher all tease gray

yoon mirae & tiger jk give her advice

they date for several years

gray shows up on her inkigayo stage suddenly in front of everyone

proposes and her dancers give her flowers

says yes

a year later there is a kid

summary: the twins bring you, their best friend from la, back to new jersey to show you where they come from. you and ethan drag grayson to a party full of the people that made their childhoods horrible, thinking it’ll be interesting. grayson is not amused, and things only intensify when his ex shows up.

grayson knew it was a bad idea to begin with. there was an unspoken routine when the boys went home— spend time with family, with each other, and do the crazy shit they’d loved as kids. this idea? it fit no where into that routine.

when ethan darted into grayson’s room on friday morning, you immediately and involuntarily let out a choked laugh at the expression on his face. always easily excited, ethan was grinning and wide eyed, phone in hand as he tried to catch his breath to speak. “just—“ pant. pant. “got a—“ cough. “text—“ deep breath. “from la famiglia!” grayson looked at ethan judgementally as you giggled again from your spot on his bed. “party tonight. and we’re all going!”

immediately, grayson was shaking his head. “i’m not going to a party, dumbass. everyone here hates us.”

“seriously bro! we never do anything crazy when we’re home! nobody our age has seen us out here for years. plus, we have y/n!” ethan motioned to your spot on gray’s bed, where you were still smirking, making grayson glance over at you. you two locked eyes for a minute, and you almost laughed again at the look of aggravation in gray’s eye. “even if things do go downhill, then she’ll have firsthand experience on how bad everyone from here sucks!”

“she doesn’t need firsthand experience, idiot, she knows how bad they all suck!”

“i dunno, gray,” you taunted. “as you guys’ best friend, i think i might be obligated to witness the shittiness for myself. ya know, for the sake of shit talking.”

and just like that— even though grayson still attacked you in a tickle fight for siding with ethan— the party was set in stone.

—

within twenty minutes of being at the party, you understood why grayson hated these people more than ever before. everything that was taking place, every bottle passed, every song blared through the backyard speakers, every low hoot made from a random guy in your direction. it was all the things grayson could ever be annoyed by in one yard. he refused to leave your side, his face silently assuring you that if you got too far, he would end up fist fighting some kid that had bullied the twins in whatever ways during middle school. so you stayed with him, hands brushing against his back every few minutes to reassure him that you weren’t going anywhere without him.

ethan, on the other hand, was thriving. he’d connected with the few guys that had never given them bullshit by the bonfire, slapping them each on the back while they all made obnoxious ‘teenage boys reuniting’ noises. from where you sat with gray on the porch, you were secretly supervising the older twin as well, memorizing the people he spoke to and what they looked like just in case something especially dramatic began to happen.

gray was uncharacteristically quiet for the most part, only speaking to you when he wanted to complain about the most recent bully that had walked into the backyard through the screen door that led to the host’s kitchen.

“i fucking hate that guy.”

“that guy’s mom kicked us out of his house during a sleepover in the third grade.”

“oof. her brother is a dick.”

each time he spoke, you looked at him blankly, trying to pinpoint exactly how he really felt about whatever jersey kid he was referring to in that moment. it was weird for you, having to put in so much effort to see where grayson was coming from. your friendship had always been effortless— that was what gave it so much meaning. he knew you and you knew him, and that’s just how it was. but being in jersey for the first time with the boys had put a twist on that. grayson was different here. sometimes he was completely himself, in the most authentic way possible, and sometimes he was like this— bitter and uncomfortable.

“gray,” you muttered into his ear a few moments after his last recollection of a bad memory. “do you wanna leave?” he looked at you, the displeasure on his face not going anywhere. the water bottle he’d pulled out of a cooler thirty minutes ago on your way into the function was still in his hand, half empty now. the wrapper around its middle was wrinkled and slightly ripped from when he’d zoned out and begun playing with it to keep himself busy. the whole party had been a storm of emotions for him, and you were just trying to keep up. when you’d agreed with ethan about the party, it was as a joke-- you thought it would be funny, not torture for your best friend. finally, the regret in your voice shined through. “i mean, i knew it was gonna be bad, but i didn’t think it would be this bad.”

his eyes softened at your change in tone, and he opened his mouth to respond. he would love to leave with you and let ethan be as stupid as he wanted on his own. but before he could get out any words, the group of guys behind you started literally howling, and his heart drops to his ass, and he chokes on air. his eyes are suddenly bulging out of his head, and you can see the panic on his face right away. you whip your head around to see what’s causing all the commotion, and your sight is met with the prettiest girl you’ve seen since you landed in new jersey. “who the hell is that?”

“my-- my ex.” grayson sounds just as confused as you are, but his face is telling a completely different story. right on cue, grayson’s unnamed ex catches a glimpse of you both from the door, grinning at him and making her way right over.

he grabs your chin, swiveling your face back around to look at him, and even you, his best friend, are afraid to hear what he says next.

“y/n, i need to kiss you.” then it’s you who has your eyes bulging out of your head in panic. “i don’t have time to explain, but y/n, please, she’s coming, just once, i promise. please.”

and then you’re nodding, not really knowing what’s happening. you can barely hear the people at the party over the slamming of your heart against your chest, and you’re terrified that grayson will notice how uneven your breath had suddenly gotten. before you have a chance to change your mind or ask for as short of an explanation as possible or even lick your lips, he’s there. his mouth is urging itself onto yours, and his hands are reaching for your face, and your eyes are closing, and your cheeks are burning under his fingertips.

at first the feeling is unreadable, and stiff, and awkward. you’re best friends-- you’re not supposed to be kissing. but a few seconds in, it’s like grayson realizes something. all of a sudden, his brow is furrowed in concentration, and he’s forgetting why he kissed you in the first place. his mouth seems to melt into yours, thumbs gently brushing against your face without him even knowing. your grip loosens on the water bottle he’d handed you earlier, moving up to hold either of his forearms. so much is happening, and it feels like everything but somehow nothing. like this was something you’d done before, kissing grayson in front of all these people like you were.

when you finally come up for air, you’re not sure how many seconds it’s been, but you notice it was enough to scare away his ex and attract everyone else’s attention. ethan is screaming from in front of the bonfire, hooting and hollering about how long he’d been waiting for that to happen. la famiglia is laughing and grinning, happy for their friend. a couple of the guys that had been making eyes at you are now grimacing. but most importantly, grayson is looking at you.

you two had had moments before. ones that made you nervous to see him the next day, and ones that made him hide in his room for hours while ethan pounded on the door asking what was up with the two of you. he’d looked at you as more than a best friend before, but it was never this. right there on that couch in that random new jersey backyard, grayson was really seeing you for the first time. everything about you suddenly came together for him, and he was terrified over what he’d just done, but he couldn’t get that stupid look off his face.

and just before he could open his mouth to try to cover his own tracks, to put your friendship back into its glass case and somehow, somehow make that kiss seem like it could’ve been fake, you’re smiling. your smile is the y/n version of grayson’s stupid look, and he knows it right away. the worry sinks out of his body, and suddenly he’s giddy, but nowhere near as giddy as you. a part of him is still scared, but when you put your hand on the side of his neck and twist four fingers into the base of his hairline so sweetly, speaking words to prove that you were feeling the same thing he was, he knows he shouldn’t be.

Seven is my limit ;c BUT since I’m writing this on Thanksgiving, (Even though this won’t post till after…) I’ll add Gray~ (Also I hope these are good, I had a difficult time for this one for some reason) 

Natsu: First Natsu would think its AMAZING, that his s/o can turn into a dragon. Like he would probably ask them to do it all the time, just to see their dragon form. If they were to get out of control, Natsu could definitely take them, but his usual method of punching someone until they come to their senses won’t work this time. Mostly because he doesnt want to hurt them! Honestly, he’ll try to talk them down, but it might come to fighting. 

Gray: Gray would be impressed, but at the end of the day he doesn’t really know what a dragon is like so he just thinks it’s awesome magic. But like his s/o were to lose control Gray would panic at first, because he’s lost a lot of people he loves and if he can’t help his s/o he’ll never forgive himself. So he’ll try to talk his s/o down form it because he doesn’t want to hurt them!

Gajeel: Would also be impressed that his s/o could turn into a dragon like he would think they are such a badass. When they lose control, he's gonna be very concerned extremely worried. Also, extremely guilty, he will think it’s his fault. It’s really not, but he's gonna try his best to save his s/o.  

Laxus: Laxus doesnt know much about dragons sooo, he’s not sure what to make of that part. But however, he does recognize that the level of magic being used to transform into a dragon has to be a lot. so he's impressed on that front. If his s/o were to lose control, he’ll be angry not at you but at himself. For not being able to help you sooner

Wendy: Wendy will be amazed! Like you can turn into a dragon? How amazing and wonderful is that! Wendy would be in awe of her s/o. If her s/o were to lose control, Wendy would jump into action. She would be afraid and very worried, but she’s not backing down! So Wendy will try to figure out her healing magic can help settle her s/o. 

Cobra: Cobra would act like he wouldn't care, but he would. Like he fought a dragon, and pretty much lost. So he’s a little sore about it…but it’s not like he’ll ever admit it to his s/o. He’ll probably be able to tell the moment his s/o will lose control, he’ll go from hearing their thoughts to nothing. And that would scare him. He’ll jump into action helping his s/o to best of his abilities. 

Sting: Sting would thing his s/o is truly the best! like not only do they love him a lot, but they can turn into a dragon? Amazing, great, thats the love of his LIFE. The moment they lose control, he's gonna freak. Sting’s loved ones mean the world to him, and to see one in pain? He's gonna do everything in his power to help them. He’ll do anything.