#goodassociation

I just super loved today, my goodness. Had such a great morning today with the Flandez’s out in service…even if I was pissed because we were late. I just learned to stop thinking people are judging and being hot-headed because the bros and sisters here really don’t judge here and try to look at the positive side of things and appreciate/are just happy to see us…though, being late really IS a problem and will always be one of the top things I HATE, it’s nice knowing they won’t judge and helps me tell myself to cool off and not ruin my morning. Then we had lunch with them, Donica, Ate Dhia, mom, the Rivas’ and Jariza @ Sweet Tomato. Lol Jariza skipped the gym for me! Thanks man. I love how they knew we were communicating because Ate Vangie was on the phone with her “anak” while Donica came, so I was like “Is that Ate Jenie?! *texts Jariza ‘Jar are you with Ate Jen!?” HAHAHA. RV’s with Donica and Ate Dhia after lunch. Thrift shopping/informal witnessing. Then they studied with me at Tea Six. I seriously need to go out with them more often. I learned so much, and we has wholesome fun and conversations. Even if some were kinda bad but not really lol “F*** see. F start start start. F you f you f you!” “Please don’t tell her I showed you” LOL omg. That family is hilarious/adorable. I seriously never thought they’d be like that because they’re so serious and smart at the meetings. But IRL they’re sooooo funny. And just soooooo spiritual in general. And so wise ugh. Fan girl scream forever. I love getting along without talking smack, and just talking about ideas, experiences, and spiritual things. I mean I was kinda quiet but then after/during our study I kinda broke out of my shell. And I’ve always loved how my bests and I get along even if we’re into completely different things, and really appreciate that we’re opposites because then we learn from each other or learn about things we wouldn’t be into but others are too. But to have girls you can speak in Taglish and Tagalog to, and be corny and sweet that way, and talk about things you’re into or wanted to get into but never really did/started or talked about because your friends have different interests, or be okay with talking about girly things like make up or threading/shaving/waxing LOL and etc. without being judged or feeling insecure is just… SOOO NICE. And I used to think Ate Dhia was kinda weird. But I really like her, even if people do make fun of her for wearing so much make up haha which I never noticed until Cleo and Jar brought it up a long time ago and I actually stared at her today. She’s a good Ate figure. I just learned so much from them today. I wish I could’ve recorded everything, sheesh. And I loved how we talked about certain things in paradise that we weren't really sure of, and learned about it together or learned from the other one who actually knew the answer and shared it. It just made paradise is so much realer. And I love it, I love how encouraging they are and how they seriously compliment the things I do. She keeps complimenting me on a lot of things and I’m weirded out because all my life I’ve been the butt of all jokes or was teased or criticized a lot, even if most of the time people were joking. But at the same time it’s really nice to have people notice the good things about you, or things you doubt about yourself. And it just rubs off and you wanna compliment people and kinda share that joy. I just love it. I love them. I love everything.