I just read your rywalk stalker thing. I'm thinking about jon raping Ryan, but he's bleeding and screaming and crying because it hurts really, really bad because jon didn't like prep him at all, so it really hurts.
and he's begging jon to stop or at least slow down and promising that he'll be so so good, and he'll let jon date him if he just slows down and stops hurting him.
ryan’s thrashing against the floor of his apartment, trying to free himself of jons weight but its no use. jon had forced himself in, in more than one way. it feels like ryan could split in half at any moment. his blood doing very little to help with the rough unrelenting slide of jons cock.
ryan can’t control his mouth, spewing out whatever he can, in hopes to get jon to stop. “i’m sorry— didnt mean to upset you.” the boy wails, tears, snot, and drool mixing on his face, even forming a puddle under him. “please. stop. i’ll do anything! please just slow down.”
“you had a chance. you didn’t want me then!” ryans screams almost cover jons response.
he doesn’t want to go there, but its only thing that ryan thinks could help. “we could-“ he hesitates, “we could try again, please? i can be.. yours. i’ll be so good for you. please?” ryan can’t breathe, the pain is unbearable and he’s choking on his sobs, barely able to get his pleas out.
it seems like it isn’t working until jons pace starts to slow, “really? do you actually mean it?” the man nearly sounds overjoyed.
