#gettingover

When you've spent your precious memories with them and had planned an entire lifetime with them?

But you know what, your moving on is a proof that you believe in life, you believe in yourself.

We are in a world of temporary attachments and with time, we evolve, and get stronger

So yeah it was a summer love kinda thing for me. It was very special to me. I still cherish each and every moment I spent with him. I still remember the way he looked at me. His eyes and everything. It turned out that he didn't love me as much as I did. It that's what he said to my friend. But true love only grows. He was scared that he might hurt me if he didn't grow any more feelings for me. It's totally fine with me. It was his call. Can't blame him for his feelings, right?

I'm in college right now. And it's not like I didn't had any relationship after him. I have been in one relationship after him and been with a lot of guys in a flirty way. But whenever I was with those guys all I could think about was him.

I spent time with those boys to forget about him but it wasn't helping.

Hey have you heard the song - back to you by selena gomez.

If yes, that song is totally my life. And if not, please do give it a hear. Each and every word of that song describes my life, describes my story with him.

Yes, I still love him. I couldn't get over him. While breaking up with me, he said - "hey, you will get over me eventually." Guess I never did. I never got over him.

Sometimes I think yeah it's better that we aren't together cuz yeah I can't make anyone love me. If he doesn't love me it's totally fine with me. I dont have any problem in the part "He doesn't love me anymore". But still it hurts I don't know why.

Getting over and moving on are two different situations. I have moved on from that situation. But I'm not over him. Not yet. I feel there's something left between us.

GETTING OVER IT - HETALIA VERSION

Hey wait.

I ran into you, again.

That’s how it always is, right? I mean, after all, that’s how we started too. 

Two complete strangers pounding the same narrow path but in opposite directions, towards each other.  With each stride, your recognisable figure, nearer and clearer. Details of your face, the sound of your ragged breathing, the sticky feeling when my arm brushed against yours, the scent of some house brand detergent mixed with your perspiration, and a bad taste in my mouth. 

The path was a small and narrow one.  Barely enough room for two, and definitely no room for a third.  How was I to know that every time you had a choice you would choose the other thing?

After all, I was a girl who is always running.  Running away. Running towards. Never still.  You would run past me every single day for the next month, and you would tell two months later, in bed and stroking my legs, that you ran every day because you were making a new routine. A new habit. 

It takes twenty one days to form a habit.  Nobody said it would be this hard.  Ah, relapse. 

Hey wait. 

Well, love after all is a habit like any other. A habit, maybe. Like any other, no.

you were like the bitter, powdery aftertaste of the medicine. you were sleepless nights and you were those insecurities. you were the sour experiences of my life. you were the blue sweatshirt i wore even though it was tattered to death; you were the distance and you were the cold. you were the hellhound that plagued my dreams. you were the one closer to the mold. but;

but;

as i gulp that medicine down, and drown out the complains over the bitter aftertaste; i realize. i realize i am my dreams. i am the vineyard growing over a grave. i am the shiny new rings i love to adorn. i am the happiest experiences of my life; and i am the sun. and i am the indulgent sweet i love to have after dinner. i am all the little things that make me content;

and;

Singles Girls FAQ Series (Q 2)- Why am I alone ?

There could be many reasons that you are alone , even when you are trying to do your best to find a life partner. Some things you need to evaluate and think about are

1> Do you love yourself the way you are : If you don’t love yourself , chances are that you will convey the same to the guy by acting needy & showing a lack of confidence.

2> Is your heart ready to love : Your own past…