#gettinganswered

So yeah it was a summer love kinda thing for me. It was very special to me. I still cherish each and every moment I spent with him. I still remember the way he looked at me. His eyes and everything. It turned out that he didn't love me as much as I did. It that's what he said to my friend. But true love only grows. He was scared that he might hurt me if he didn't grow any more feelings for me. It's totally fine with me. It was his call. Can't blame him for his feelings, right?

I'm in college right now. And it's not like I didn't had any relationship after him. I have been in one relationship after him and been with a lot of guys in a flirty way. But whenever I was with those guys all I could think about was him.

I spent time with those boys to forget about him but it wasn't helping.

Hey have you heard the song - back to you by selena gomez.

If yes, that song is totally my life. And if not, please do give it a hear. Each and every word of that song describes my life, describes my story with him.

Yes, I still love him. I couldn't get over him. While breaking up with me, he said - "hey, you will get over me eventually." Guess I never did. I never got over him.

Sometimes I think yeah it's better that we aren't together cuz yeah I can't make anyone love me. If he doesn't love me it's totally fine with me. I dont have any problem in the part "He doesn't love me anymore". But still it hurts I don't know why.

Getting over and moving on are two different situations. I have moved on from that situation. But I'm not over him. Not yet. I feel there's something left between us.