Trying to get over you
It’s been two years since I fell in love with you
I thought I’d gotten over you, finally
To prove myself I played all the Cigarettes After Sex songs that I avoided playing up till now,
To prevent myself from crying,
First song was Affection
I remembered your smile, your laugh, your smell
I remembered how happy I was thinking about you
I remembered how hard I had fallen for you and how hard you made me cry
Next song was K. The lyrics were -“Stay with me I don’t want you to leave”
It pricked me, how much I loved you, how much I cherished you
But now I’m here listening to these songs, still trying to forget you.
Not up till now did I realise how hard I was trying to suppress these feelings
Not up till now did I realise I missed your face, us spending time together
Not up till now did I realise, that I never got over you.
