#getlouder

Canon is for suckers

what if we gave Matthew really (rilly) sick abs when Ben returns from the enspacement, actualizing the amnesia twist of the namesake movie? 

Exceptionally relatable!

The killing of unrelated Resistance members and ordinary galactic citizens is unforgivable. The killing of family members? Maybe he had good reason for those murders!

speaking of murdering one’s family: Luke  never thought about this in canon because it was too distressful, but in a role-swap/probably in space yurt, he does consider offing Ben from a distance. The Force laps at him like a shore at the beginning of a storm, and Luke knows it will get so much worse. Han feels miserable, Luke can feel it even as Han hides out on the Falcon, and his sister is as unrecognizable as she ever was. 

They’d only known one another for a few years, and she’s come back, unknowable, with a Force-trained son who looks nothing like her. What did Leia do? Luke can’t understand her well enough to know what she wouldn’t do: steal a baby, delude a family, leave a smoking hole behind. 

The fake id says "David" obviously.

I'm thoroughly enjoying our two minute hate that the replies have turned into - seeeeeeeething with 'I could kill that motherfucker' realness from us the reading public. Smash the plates!, we cry. Throw the cherries glacé against the wall and see if it sticks, we take the drinks from the table when you get up and leave 'em, burn it down and so on and so forth.

mimaveil replied to your post “terrible tuesday: robert crawley v/s logic”

"He is assailed by her." WAS THERE EVER SUCH A RAWBERT THOUGHT HOW "the fire burns snappishly" pass the port from hand to hand HONESTLY I WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE SIMULACRUMBLE-CAKE THAT I FORGOT TO BE IRRITATED BY HIM UP TO THE LINE "Cora simpers" and then my rage returned in fullfucking conflagration

getlouder replied to your post “terrible tuesday: robert crawley v/s logic”

GLORIOUS '19 (or something)

getlouder replied to your post “terrible tuesday: robert crawley v/s logic”

ENJOY BEING LEFT FOR O'BRIEn (after some curtains get caught on fire)

mimaveil replied to your post “terrible tuesday: robert crawley v/s logic”

QRL QRL QRLLRLRLRL-ICUE we are DEEP in the fucking box of Rawbert's mind and I am sillysallying morosely down the dimlit corridors shoulder to wallpaper (and fucking loving it)

BURNING IT DOWN. Robert’s mind is like a box canyon, you know? Early on he put some variety of spacefascism in it, and there’s no way out, and now it’s all crowded in, with his pride and his vanity and his subservience to the estate. Because, really, I think what separates Robert from the more overt villains in this story (Snoke, JESS, spacefascist officers, Miaw, some dudes who heap kindling/pour gasoline on the trashfire) is that Robert conducts his wickedness with an absolutely clear conscience. so he made a bit of money in the last war; men like MacClare explain that they made it by selling the Imperials short; the Crowborough boy smiles when he talks about ‘profiteering.’ There was a bit of money to be made, why shouldn’t he make it?

Robert never thinks that he's done anything wrong. He really hasn't, according to himself. His opinion is what matters most.

He also tells his wife at one point "shame that Matthew and Edith didn't hit it off any better. They would have made a fine couple." (not a HANDSOME ONE, Robert's just sharp-cruel enough not to compliment him middle daughter on her looks. And his cousin had a plain-looking family. Very clean. He hadn't expected that; they were middle-class. Reg had a dab hand at neat stitching but never tried that coordination at appropriate things, like duck shooting. Plain and clean. Robert had stroked the little boy's brow, once, while the child was sick. He might have become a gentleman. His hair had been very fine, Robert recalls, soft as the sleeve of a dress. He'd backed out of the door like Matthew was a potentate, because he might have been found where he shouldn't be. Once the door was safely closed, Robert had returned to his graphing. He's been keeping a record of the weather. he's always been interested in the world around him. the natural world: the air in the morning, mist on the the lawn, fecundity from year to year. he has kept a chart since coming home from school to be on the estate. It had felt like schoolwork, busy and satisfying when done, and had kept his mother from intruding too much. Matthew might like that advice; he's only a few years younger than Robert had been when leaving school. Robert resolves to tell him it when he's awake.)

Change starts when you do. The world doesn’t shift without voices brave enough to rise.

Change starts when you do. The world doesn’t shift without voices brave enough to rise.

Who are we to judge? It is almost like a natural thing most peeps do, by default. But some pass judgements, and some are really harsh. I’ve had a lot of extra time on my hands lately, and I have done a lot of extra thinking. We all live such different lives. Some post about the perfect moments and live a life they hate. Some flaunt the extra life and have very little. Some have it all and want less. The point is, we take things like pictures on social media - keep in mind, who in the hell posts about their most miserable details? - and we make some kind of judgement in our head about what we are looking at. Good or bad, inward or outward feelings formed, and we make judgements. Some compare lives to what they see online or in public and judge themselves accordingly. Some FULLY/TINT who they are and project outward. What is the point of all of this? Why are we not normalizing the pain and hurt we all go through? Why is it considered more “normal” to be so strong around others, that we go home and suffer alone? Some suffer so much so alone, that they end up harming or killing themselves. Some suffer so much alone that they end up looking to drugs/alcohol as a coping-mech. 

I try to be normal but isn’t weird what’s up anyways? Let’s WonderWoman the SuperMan. I struggle to enjoy most social media - things like Facebook and insta-me-famous. I personally feel like it is a never-ending-war of negative S.H.I.T. backwards and forwards. Take a trip with me and look back to your high-school years and even earlier. If you think bullies - now think cyber-bullies. War at home turned war at school turned war online, for our children. No wonder shit is literally blowing up. 

Oh my god you’re a genius