#fuckyourcustoms

//See, Erik, Carzy is a good friend :P

//sorry xD

I went back to look at them because I read the fic His Hands when I was 13 and now I'm 21 and I still regularly think about it. I spent a good chunk of tonight reading more of their work, and I definitely appreciate it on a level that I was incapable of when I was 13, haha. Definitely, check it out. Really worth reading, in my opinion.

I was totally taking pictures of you, sorry. Happy Birthday.

it's here. in my timezone (and NYC's) it is now May 3rd.

aaaah. I'm going to school for a bachelor's in fine arts, specifically photography with a focus on film and handmade processes, so I lost my mind when I saw Laird's selfies with the Rolleiflex. I'm seeing him on the 10th and stagedooring and hopefully I'll get the chance to meet him and maybe talk to him briefly

1. How many bruises on you right now? None 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Yeah, he was trying to hang out with me today, but I already had plans 3. Have you stayed in a hospital? Not for any extended amount of time, no. 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes, definitely 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? My girl crush and I spent an entire 24 hours together, yes. 6. What are you excited for? Erik's birthday weekend. 7. What happened tonight? I colored Easter eggs with my brothers and my mom. 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? I think people who use wasted girls like sex toys are disgusting. 9. Is confidence cute? Mhm. 10. What is the last beverage you had? Water. 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? Four at the very most 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yes, of course. 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Sleep. 14. What are you going to spend money on next? My lunch at work tomorrow. 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes, I am. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Maybe, anything's possible/ 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Erik and Chloe. Always and forever. 18. The last time you felt broken? Nearly every day... 19. Have you had a soft drink today? Nope. 20. Are you starting to realize anything? I've got a lot of living to do. 21. Are you in a good mood? Yep 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Definitely 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Sometimes they are, yes. 24. What do you want right this second? For my back to stop hurting. 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I watched in happen today, it's not a big deal. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yep 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Never. I enjoy laughing too much. 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? My seven year old brother who insisted on just painting faces on the eggs we were coloring. 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I miss several people, actually. 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Absolutely 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No, and I never will. 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Probably 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks water? No 34. Listening to? Erik typing 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? When I have to, yes 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? He's lying in bed texting me. 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time. 38. Who did you last call? Gingee. 39. Who was the last person you danced with? Chloe-Ellen and I danced to and sang Ukulele Anthem with our pants off last night. 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because he's my boyfriend. 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? It has been far too long. 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Yes, I gave my mom a purposefully awkward hug goodnight. 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Dozens of times, but they all thought it was cute (lol, no they didn't) 44. Do you tan? I burn and the red gradually fades to a tan. 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Nope. 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? No, I fell asleep completely alone. 47. Who was the last person to call you? Erik, as he was leaving school. 48. Do you sing in the shower? On the daily. 49. Do you dance in the car? Of course 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? I'm a terrible archer. 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Not since my senior portraits were taken. 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? No, musicals are life. 53. Is Christmas stressful? Oh, yes. 54. Ever eat a pierogi? No, I don't even know what that is. 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Dutch Apple 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? "Vegetarian" I wanted to be a veterinarian, but couldn't say it. 57. Do you believe in ghosts? I lived in a haunted house for an extended period of time, so I'd say so. 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? I have a few times in the past. 59. Take a vitamin daily? Not anymore, though I know I should. 60. Wear slippers? Nope 61. Wear a bath robe? Sometimes 62. What do you wear to bed? That depends on the temperature of my room and how tired I am. 63. First concert? N*Sync 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target is preferable 65. Nike or Adidas? Neither? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Ha, you're funny 69. Ever take dance lessons? For a few years, yeah 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Whatever they want to do 71. Can you curl your tongue? Mhm 72. Ever won a spelling bee? Unfortunately, I've never been able to compete in one. 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? A few times, yeah 74. What is your favorite book? That's is an impossible question for me to answer. 75. Do you study better with or without music? With, normally. I need everything I do to be underscored. 76. Regularly burn incense? Oh yes. 77. Ever been in love? Many times. 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco. 79. What was the last concert you saw? Solution, a reggae band from OC 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot tea no matter the weather 81. Tea or coffee? Tea preferably 82. Favorite type of cookie? Snickerdoodle 83. Can you swim well? I used to be able to, but it's been a while since I've been swimming. 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Of course... Can people not do that? 85. Are you patient? I try to be, but everyone fails at patience at some point 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band, a good band. 87. Ever won a contest? A few little book giveaways 88. Ever have plastic surgery? No... 89. Which are better black or green olives? Black 90. Opinions on marriage? I'd love to get married. I believe that marriage shouldn't involve your sexual preference and everyone who wants to be married, should be allowed to. 91. Best room for a fireplace? Master bedroom 92. Do you want to get married? Some day, hopefully

(This is one of those times when I'm sad mom wants me to wait until I'm eighteen to post pictures of myself... :/)