Top Posts Tagged with #fucking miserable

just had a Vision of Lucifer losing his shit in season three probably after Lillith and/or Charlie dismisses him or he’s getting antagonized

and he goes full Angel mode and destroys whatever room he’s in, except Alastor is just standing in the middle patiently watching him because he can’t get hurt

#And ofc Lu just drops in front of him #Fucking MISERABLE #and Alastor says some grating shit and they argue etc etc #Your honorrrrrr I’m so excited for Lucifer in s3 #lucifer morningstar #lucifer hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel #Alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #king.txt #radioapple #appleradio #Clarification is that he’s angel mode alone except for al #Bc Image (tm)

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I am having the shittiest day it’s so hot and I’m so angry about everything. I want to hide in a dark cave until September

#fucking miserable

Winter break proved that it’s not just school. School only makes things worse

I guess I hit a tipping point today. All the things I've been feeling are gone. I just feel tired and alone and depressed.

It's a surprise, really, that I even managed to maintain a shred of connection to myself (and all parts and their flashbacks etc.) for multiple days after receiving my mom's card.

Now I just feel sad, and nothing, and forgotten, and some more nothing. And still 6 more days until A is back. How pathetic that I thought I could hold onto things until she returned. I don't even matter. I never mattered and I never will.

I tried SO fucking hard to communicate to many friends that I was not okay after receiving that card, especially with A being on vacation. How many people have reached out to me since to ask how I am? Two. Out of, I don't know, almost 10 I told? Thanks for fucking nothing. And I've been in touch with these people. They just didn't even ask me how I am. I'm so fucking done.

Fuck I hit a dark spot. I hate feeling like this. So bitter, so cold, so alone. It's disgusting because I know it's not even TRUE. But it feels true. It feels like I've never mattered and I never will, except to my mom, except to be abused, except to serve other people in whatever way they need. It's fucking disgusting.

#I thought maybe writing a post could help #but then once I started writing it just got exponentially worse #;_;#fucking miserable #personal

literally me

#music #headphones #hell is a teenage girl #fucking miserable

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