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"What is Strawhat Luffy's weakness?"

"Meat. His temper. His nakama"

"Meat?"

"He's a glutton."

"Then what's your weakness?"

"My blind spot. My pride. Sanji."

"Vinsmoke Sanji? Why?"

"I love him."

A cruel smile, "And does he love you?"

A sad pause, "No".

More cruel laughter.

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Later, when Sanji arrives to rescue Zoro:

"You may have the truth-truth fruit, but you don't know shit about facts. Ask me what you asked Zoro."

"Are you in love with him?"

"Absolutely". And then Sanji kills the guy. Happy ending.

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It's like Russian Roulette but instead of a gun it's my notepad app, and the bullet is whatever insane bullshit I wrote months to years back and forgot about.

Examples...

Sittin at the bottom counting the days, down here the sun doesn’t hit the same way

Biding my time till the flood waters come to — deliver me from this…

I’ve Been putting off crying for way to long,

the deeper I go the more I dread

The day when it all comes crashing down

And I’m left empty and broken on the ground.

Just a little longer till I can catch my breath

Just a bit more then I can rest

Then when I pick — myself — up

I can start this all over again

I’m treading water just trying to maintain

Everything hurts, but numb the same

I’m angry at you I’m angry at me

I just wanna close my eye till it’s over

But where would be the fun in that

I hope I can make it out the other side relationships intact

I

Wish

I

Could

Care

For

You

Like

I

Once

Did

But

when

I see

your

name

Re-

ality comes crashing down — on —my head

Just a few more days

———

I embarrassed myself hanging out with him and our mutual friends and was too afraid to talk to him again.

He's married now, I hope happily.